Lonely..

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At my room staring d monitor.. i'm feel lonely..
just being single again after relationship more than 4 years..
damn!! its really hard... :(

but i know there still some1 out there 4 me...
if not.. its still ok.. as long i hv my family..
n i just hope i brave enuff to going through..
wish me luck guys...

take care guys..
just when u love some1, dont love 100%..
n when u hate some1 dont hate 100%..
it will go otherwise...

but even i'm not give 100%.. but still hurt..
already long time not break up.. so it's quite hard 4 me...

i hope if i meet some1, it will last forever.. amin...

kalau dia diciptakan untukky, kau rapatkanlah dia padaku..
jika tidak, kau jauhkanlah dia dariku...

Miss my bLog

25102007 Thursday (1654)

Psst.. long time no c u guys.. miss my blog.. miss to post.. miss to babble at here...

so ho'w re u guys? i'm fine.. same like b4... still chubby.. hehhhe... so wut i've been doing 4 not posting anything.. hurm...

On August.. my sister get married.. yeah!! finally... sorry 4 not upload her pic's wedding..

AND another 29 days i'll hv sister in law.. my bro will get married on 24/11 at his wife's to be house.. then on 2/12 at my house... i will try upload d ceremony wedding...

i cant follow my mom go to my bro's wife to be house.. my dad not feeling well rite now... but who knows.. i will follow them... long journey to go there.. more than 10 hours. if driing car... but maybe my mom n my bro along with my aunty n her sons, they will take a flight...

Last month b4 hari raya, i'm quie busy with customer's order.. alhamdulillah.. i got quite a lots of order.. insya-Allah next year if i'm still alive (mudah²an.. amin) i will try to organize my time so i can take more orders... psst.... finally i've new hp.. with my own money.. hehhe.. it's not becoz i'm not working b4 or wut.. juz at that time i dont feel i need new hp.. i'm not a up to date type.. i'm just simple girl.. wearing tshirt n jeans.. dunno how to make up.. (bt now i love to put mascara).. hehhehe.. my old hp always hang lately, so thats y i change my hp.. yeah!! sliding.. mp3.. radio.. camera.. just cheap not more than RM900...

okla guys..wanna watch NOW I PRONOUNCE YOU CHUCK & LARRY..so funny..:p i will post again.. c ya.. take care guys..

dont 4get 2 pray and eat on time..(n_n)v

-lil mafi@-

^^

^^

Beijing (part 3)

24052007 (0030)

On the next day we went to Tianmen Square.. i dunno y i wore skirt..heheh... i think mb some screw of my head already loose... :p

but i'm so glad when entered the forbidden city its quite warm.. mb its becoz the palace is surroundings with a lot of buildings

After that we went to Forbidden City.The magnificent Forbidden City is the largest and the best-preserved Imperial Palace complex in the world. It has 9,999 rooms.. wah la.. soo big.. Betty said even d palace is big there is no toilet or bathroom.. ei yuu.. :p

the right picture is love tree.. which the emperor n empress take picture b4 they married.. Betty said whoever couple take pic in front the tree their relationship will last 4ever..

unfortunately i dont hv 1, so i take d tree's pic only.. heehehe.. :p

u see.. flower.. ahahha.. n u see my sign peace? :p...

my mom n her friends.. after few minutes walking.. hehhe... i hold my mom's hand wherever i go... (n_n)v

nyum nyum.. i think is yam.. its quite sweet.. n feel like korean.. hahhaha.. watched k-drama too much.. WARNING!! dont watch k-drama too many.. or u'll b like me.. to much imagine.. :p

me, mom n Betty b4 we went to

airport.. she so cute..:)

telephone booth.. my mom said it look like mandarin orange.. hehhe...

last but not least, me, my mom n stewardess.. i remembered when my age around 17 i wanna b stewardess.. but unfortunately my head easy to feel dizzy so i give up d profession..

if i become stewardess rite now, i think i'll know how to use make-up.. hehhe... nvm.. i'm d simple 1.. n i know how to make up with simple step.. :P

wut can i say bout dis trip.. i'm prefer my trip to Guangzhou compare to Beijing.. the salesgirl quite harsh.. geez.. n they know ur currency.. can u believe my mom's friend can bargain d bag's price from RMB1200 to RMB80?? u see they so clever.. n u must so clever too bargain..

we not having prob with language.. coz many of them know how to use english compare to Guangzhou.. n sometimes ur language too.. wah la.. so tere.. :p

on d way to Malaysia the plane suddenly shaking for few seconds.. erk.. dunno wut to said on dat time.. Alhamdulilah.. nutting happen.. n then my head start to dizzy again..

hurm.. wut to write..

i think i hv to stop now...

sorry 4 my broken grammar.. :P

c ya guys.. n take good care of ur health..

wanna eat durian.. nyum nyum... nitemOrn (n_n)v

Beijing (part 2)

23052007 (2240)

hi guys!! no update for few weeks.. geez.. so lazy.. hehhe

well.. i'll try make simple report from my trip to beijing...

dis pic i took around 0530.. compare to Malaysia, 530am it still dark here.. :)

bread 4 my breakfast..love it so much.. it taste like cream cheese.. nyum nyum...

i reached at beijing airport around 0630.. d airport's computer server down for 30minutes.. mb becoz there r too many ppl..wut i can say d airport staff not friendly compare to Guangzhou.. :(

we went 2 bfast at chinese muslim restaurant.. they served nasi lemak.. quite salty but still its taste like nasi lemak just quite plain.. :p

we stayed at Ai Hua Hotel 4 dis trip..

Then tomorrow we go to Great Wall.. i already set my mind to climb until d pit stop on d top at GW.. i thought it's easy..

dis pic taken b4 i start walk to GW..

my mom said to me that she cant walk to d top.. so i told my mom that i'll go by myself... n here my pit stop.. :P u guys see me rite? i already make circle to my pic.. hehhe...

i was afraid with high so.. i cant realise my dream.. uwaaaaaaaa.. n i cant b hero.. hhuhu.. Betty (my tourist guide) said if u can walk at least until the 3rd pit stop u're hero...

u know wut there r old women around 72years old in my group, she walked until the 3rd.. geez.. she already set on her mind.. but i saw many old ppl walked slowly to reach d top.. the weather so windy n cold...

i saw flowers.. dunno whether cherry blossom or wut.. i only saw only dis flower tree in my trip.. n only pink color.. beijing just hv d spring season n when my trip its already windy...

me n my mom.. dunno wut d word say.. hehhe.. :p its quite frustrated coz i dont hv many pictures taken with my mom..

then we went to summer palace.. u will surprise when u come to this palace.. there a lots of rocks.. on Ming Dynasty the emperor loved to collect rocks..

Pair of lions are often seen outside of Chinese buildings. This one is a male. How can you tell? It is because his foot is on a ball that symbolizes either man's power over the world or that men always want to play ball! n the female lion always has her foot on a small baby.

Psst.. da lion quite scary.. (n_~)

d left pic is d profile bout d right picture.. d stone's name is Blue Iris Stone (Qingzhi Xiu) aka Stone of the Wastrel..This is the largest stone decoration in any Chinese garden.. the stone make the emperor become bankruptcy.. coz to moved the stone it takes a lot money to spent.. n Betty said who take pic with this stone it will make some1 hv financial difficulties... n Lim (my other tourist guide) said but if u already no hv money it'll b other round.. hehe.. but i know it was joke

i'm not take any photo of blue iris stone.. i copy d pic from other web.. huhhu.. dunno y... quite scary if some bad happen.. but.. as long we work hard, insya-Allah nutting happen... :)

continue to part 3.. (n_n)v

Yusuf Islam aka Cat Stevens

01052007 (2215)

2day i like to post bout Yusuf Islam aka Cat Stevens.. i watched his bio in tv bout last year.. i like his voice.. so gentle.. :)

Yusuf Islam (born Steven Demetre Georgiou on 21 July 1948 in London) performed as Cat Stevens from 1966 to 1978. He is an English musician, singer-songwriter, educator, philanthropist and prominent convert to Islam.

Under the name Cat Stevens he has sold over 60 million albums around the world since the late 1960s. His albums Tea for the Tillerman and Teaser and the Firecat were both certified by the RIAA as having achieved Triple Platinum status in the United States (three million sales each); his album Catch Bull at Four sold half a million copies in the first two weeks of release and was Billboard's number-one LP for three consecutive weeks. His songwriting has also earned him two ASCAP songwriting awards (for "The First Cut Is the Deepest," which has been a hit single for four different artists.)

At the height of his fame, Stevens decided to become a convert to Islam in 1977 and in 1978 adopted the name Yusuf Islam, leaving his music career to devote himself to educational and philanthropic causes in the Muslim community. In 2006 he returned to pop music, with his first album of new pop songs in 28 years, entitled An Other Cup. He has been given several awards for his work in promoting peace in the world, including the 2004 Man for Peace award and the 2007 Mediterranean Prize for Peace. He lives with his wife, Fauzia Mubarak Ali and five children in London and spends part of each year in Dubai.

Early life (1948 - 1965)

Steven Georgiou was the third child of a Greek-Cypriot father (Stavros Georgiou) and a Swedish mother (Ingrid Wickman). The family lived above Moulin Rouge, the restaurant that his parents operated on Shaftesbury Avenue, a few steps from Piccadilly Circus in the Soho area of London. His whole family worked in the restaurant.

Although his father was Greek Orthodox and his mother a Baptist, Steven was sent to a Catholic school, St. Joseph Roman Catholic Primary School in Macklin Street.
When Steven was about eight years old, his parents divorced, but both continued to run the restaurant and live above it. At age 12, Steven, who already played piano, began to play guitar and write songs. A few years later his mother returned with him to Gävle, Sweden, where he started developing his drawing skills, influenced by his uncle Hugo, a painter.

At age 16, he left school and was accepted, then later dismissed from, Hammersmith Art School. Although he enjoyed art — his later record albums would feature his original artwork on the covers — Steven wanted to establish a musical career. It was during this period he was first influenced by folk music.

Musical Career (1966 - 1978)

He began to perform his songs in coffee houses and pubs. Thinking that his Greek name might not be memorable as a stage name - "I couldn't imagine anyone going to the record store and asking for that Stephen Demetre Georgiou album. And in England, and I was sure in America, they loved animals."- he started calling himself Cat Stevens, reportedly chosen because a girlfriend said he had eyes like a cat.

In 1966, at age 18, he impressed manager/producer Mike Hurst (formerly of British vocal group The Springfields) with his songs and Hurst arranged for him to record a demo and then helped him get a record deal; the first singles, "I Love My Dog" and "Matthew and Son" (the title song from his debut album, released in the beginning of 1967) reached Britain's Top 10, and the album Matthew and Son itself began charting.

Over the next two years, Stevens recorded and toured - with artists ranging from Jimi Hendrix to Engelbert Humperdinck - and Cat Stevens was considered a teen pop sensation, placing several single releases in the British pop music charts. Some of that success was attributed to the pirate radio station Wonderful Radio London which played his records. (In August 1967, he went on the air with other recording artists who had benefited from the pirate station to mourn its closure.)

His December 1967 album New Masters failed to chart in the United Kingdom; but the album is now most notable for his song "The First Cut Is the Deepest" which has become an international hit for P.P. Arnold, Rod Stewart and Sheryl Crow, and has won several song-writing awards.
Stevens was living a fast-moving pop-star life and in early 1968 at the age of nineteen, he became very ill with tuberculosis. During several months in the hospital and a year of convalescence, Stevens began to question aspects of his life, took up meditation, read about other religions and became a vegetarian.

In that time, as part of his spiritual awakening and questioning, he wrote as many as 40 songs which were much more introspective than his previous work. Many of those songs were to appear on his albums in years to come.

Conversion to Islam

When Stevens nearly drowned in an accident in Malibu in 1975, he reports having pleaded with God to save him. Stevens described the event in a VH1 interview some years later: "I suddenly held myself and I said, 'Oh God! If you save me, I'll work for you.'" The near-death experience intensified his long-held quest for spiritual truth. He had looked into Buddhism "Zen and I Ching, numerology, tarot cards and astrology",but when his brother David gave him a copy of the Qur'an, Stevens began to find peace with himself and began his transition to Islam.

He formally converted to the Islamic faith in 1977 and took the name Yusuf Islam in 1978, saying that he "always loved the name Joseph" and was particularly drawn to the story of Joseph in the Qur'an.
He made his last musical appearance at The Year of The Child concert in Wembley Stadium, on November 22, 1979.

An Other Cup (2006)

In March 2006, Billboard magazine reported Yusuf Islam had finished recording his first all new pop album since 1978. The album, An Other Cup, was released internationally in November 2006 on his own label, Ya Records (distributed by Polydor Records in the UK and internationally by Atlantic Records) — the 40th anniversary of his first album, Matthew and Son. A single was simultaneously released from the album, called "Heaven/Where True Love Goes".

The album was produced with Rick Nowels, who has worked with Dido and Rod Stewart and the artist is listed as "Yusuf", with a cover label identifying him as "the artist formerly known as Cat Stevens". The artwork on the album is credited to Yoriyos. Yusuf Islam wrote all of the songs except "Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood", and recorded it in both the United States and the United Kingdom.

Speaking about the album, David Joseph, co-president of Polydor, said: "Yusuf is one of the most unique artists the UK has ever produced. The new album is sensational and will prove to be one of the biggest musical highlights of the year. His voice and melody are totally timeless."

Yusuf is actively promoting this album, appearing on radio and television and in print interviews. He was interviewed by the BBC in November 2006 and is quoted as saying, "It's me, so it's going to sound like that of course ... This is the real thing." ... "When my son brought the guitar back into the house, you know, that was the turning point. It opened a flood of, of new ideas and music which I think a lot of people would connect with."

Asked in a November 2006 Billboard magazine interview about why the artist is credited as "Yusuf" rather than "Yusuf Islam", he said, "Because 'Islam' doesn't have to be sloganized. The second name is like the official tag, but you call a friend by their first name. It's more intimate, and to me that's the message of this record."

As for why the sleeve says "the artist formerly known as Cat Stevens", he responded, "That's the tag with which most people are familiar; for recognition purposes I'm not averse to that. For a lot of people, it reminds them of something they want to hold on to. That name is part of my history and a lot of the things I dreamt about as Cat Stevens have come true as Yusuf Islam."

And speaking on CBS Sunday Morning in December 2006, Yusuf Islam said, "You know, the cup is there to be filled... with whatever you want to fill it with. For those people looking for Cat Stevens, they'll probably find him in this record. If you want to find Yusuf, go a bit deeper, you'll find him."

On the 29th of April 2007, BBC1 broadcast a unique concert given at the Porchester Hall by Yusuf as part of BBC Sessions, his first live performance in London in 28 years (the last being the UNICEF Year of the Child concert in 1979.)

Awards

Cat Stevens was nominated to be inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame in 2005, but not voted in.

-On 10 November 2004, Yusuf Islam was presented with a Man for Peace award by the private foundation of former USSR president Mikhail Gorbachev, for his 'dedication to promote peace, the reconciliation of people and to condemn terrorism'; the ceremony was held in Rome, Italy and attended by five Nobel Peace Prize laureates.

-A year later, on 4 November 2005, he was awarded an honorary doctorate by the University of Gloucestershire for services to education and humanitarian relief.

- In October 2003 he received the World Social Award for "humanitarian relief work helping children and victims of war".

- On 20 October 2005, Yusuf Islam was named ASCAP's Songwriter of the Year and received Song of the Year honours for "The First Cut Is the Deepest", at a special presentation in London. At the ceremony, The American Society of Composers, Authors and Publishers (ASCAP) honoured the top British writer and publisher members of the UK's Performing Rights Society.

- On 11 October 2006, Yusuf Islam was named Songwriter of the Year for the second year running and received another award for the same song "The First Cut Is the Deepest".

- On 4 January 2007, Yusuf Islam was awarded the Mediterranean Prize for Peace in Naples, Italy. He received the award "as a result of the work he has done to increase peace in the world".

On 25 March 2007, he received the German ECHO "special award for life achievements as musician and ambassador between cultures" in Berlin

credit to wikipedia

when i watched bout him during the interview, he said that when he was teenage, he involved with drugs..woman.. n all lot bad stuff... when u popular sometimes u cant control urself..

but after he convert he changed to different person.. from bad to better person.. Alhamdulilah.. hopefully a lot peoples will follow his step.. amin.. :)

hopefully u guys enjoy during reading bout Yusuf Islam... :)

sweet dreams guys... (>.<)

i'll post bout my trip some other time..

nitemOrn guys...

Journey to Beijing (part 1)

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it's been more than 1 week i'm not posting anything.. i just back from Beijing, China follow AVOn trip with my mum...

i'll tell few stories during the journey.. but not rite now... quite lazy.. hehehe...

my ticket to Beijing.. i just realize all my pics dont hv date.. aisey... :(

i got sit beside d window.. i love to travel but sometimes i dont like to taking a plane.. my head easy to feel dizzy.. 4this trip i brought oinment n a lot of sweet.. i'm afraid i will vomit like last year the trip to Guangzhou.. huhuhuhu.. :p

i'll continue again.. c ya guys.. (n_n)v nitemOrn!

Bday Boy My Dear Junki

170407 (1232)

Happy bIrthday 2 u..
happy birthday 2 u..
happy birthday to my dear Junki..
Happy birthday 2 u..

hopefully wut ur wish n dreams will come true my dear.. :)
keep a good work in ur act n singing...
cant wait to watch ur new drama...
dont 4get 2 eat on time... dnt smoking too much (i hate it!! )
dont drink too much (i hate too!!)
hope u'll get enuff rest...

few days quite tired.. mb too much work.. erk.. wut i do??
hehhe.. mb too HARDWorking.. hhhaha...
cant watch Dal Ja last nite.. my dvd player got prob...
geez.. hv to wait to watch again...

well guys.. take care!! eat on time...
dont drink caffein too much..
i already addict too mocha (Starbucks) nyum nyum... slurrrpppp... :p
hope u guys dream will come true n mine too.. :) amin...

c ya guys.. hopefully i can continue posting..

Assalamualaikum.. (n_n)v

200 Pounds Beauty/secret Of The Beauty

120407 (2106)

Hanna is a lip sync vocalist for Ami, the famous Korean pop singer. Even though she is always ignored because of her appearance, she has been a bright and lighthearted girl until Amy humiliates her in front of Sang-jun, her secret love. At last she makes a decision of a lifetime to have plastic surgery all over her body

4me is a great story.. even some of u guys will Q bout this movie...wut the story wanna tell u.. is having plastic surgery is normal? do u guys still prefer if u partner had this kind of operation??

if u guys want to dload this movie u can go this link

http://www.midoyo.net/index.php?topic=1284.0

and the OST.. just 2 song i like most.. :) i hv another song i like but my speed connection quite slow.. mb some other time i'll post the 3rd song "maria"

01 Beautiful Girl.mp3

02.mp3

"God is the only 1 who can do everything..
We humans do what we're capable of"

take care guys..
currently watching Dal Ja's Spring..
I'll post bout this drama other time k..
nite².. (n_n)v

BLuR (@_@)

120407 (0032)

junki had moustache :p..

but this pic quite old.. when his FM...

dunno wut to write.. blur 2day..

just now watched the dance floor for 5 mins (my mood already gone when SFB voted out)... the group i dont like already been eliminated.. honestly i like them.. cute girl.. their dance quite good compare 2 me.. (in my dream.. hehhehe)

just they're not creative compare to other groups n they still not voted out.. geez.. i wish SFB not voted out :((

finished babble bout them.. :)

this few days quite tired.. (wut i do? hehhe.. )

hopefully my plan going smoothly.. amin..

next week i cant post anything.. :~(

so hope u guys will miss me.. heheh

well my friends.. take care!!

thanks 4 coming to my blog.. n read my broken grammar words... hehhe

nitemOrn guys!!

junki... miss u.. (n_n)v

Styles From Beyond

040407 (2218)

uwaaaaaaa... 2nite so sad.... poor my lovely group been voted out!!
bdw they are competitor at the dance floor singapore competition..

the 2nd time they're at the bottom 3 and then they have voted out..
geez.. y other group still remain? mb their voters sooooooo rich...

the last perform is asian dance n all the judges said they are the best group..
uwaaaaaaa... too emo 2nite!! 2weeks ago break dance crew also voted out...

another hip hop group.. no mood to watch the dance floor anymore..
after this cant watch SFB perform.. they r so creative...

4 u guys to watch their performance..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWvM1fUHDR4

good luck SFB in future... (n_n)v amin...

Save The Last Dance 4 Me

030407 (1736)

Eugene's "My Dream" ringtone

Nokia (tempo 125)
8a1 4a1 4a2 4.a2 8d2 4.#c2 8d2 2.a2 8d2 8#f2 8a2 4#c3 8d3 4b2 4#c3 2a2 8- 8d2 8#c2 8d2 4#c3 8b2 4.a2 8g2 4.a2 8b2 4.d2 8e2 8#f2 4b2 8#f2 4.e2 8d2 2e2 4#c2 4b1 4a1 8a1 4.a2 8d2 4#c2 2a2 8d2 8#f2 8a2 4#c3 8d3 4b2 4#c3 2a2 4- 8#f2 4#a2 8b2 4.#c3 8#f2 1d3 4- 2.d2 8a1 8d2 8e2 8#f2 4.e2 8d2 2d2

68 69 6* (6) 28 (1)#9 28 (6)99 288 4# 6 1#*9 28 7**9 1#* 6**9 088 288 1# 2 1#*9 7**8 (6)9 58 (6)9 78 (2)9 38 4# 79 4#8 (3)9 28 399 1#8 7** 6 68 (6)*9 28 1#9 69 288 4# 6 1#*9 28 7**9 1#* 6**9 08 4#88 6#9 78 (1)#*9 4#**8 2*999 088 (2)**8 6**88 2* 3 4# (3)9 28 299

(credit to LovelyGirl at soompi)

2days ago finished watch this drama.. same actor who act in All In beside Song Hye Kyo.. in this drama he look more cute.. ehhehe.. but can't compare with my Junki la.. (hhahhaha.. :p)


Hyeon-woo... is the son of the chairman of a big corporation, Global Group. However, against his father's expectations, Hyeon-woo prefers to live the lifestyle as a photography student. He dislikes his father a lot. Hyeon-woo was brought up in a strict environment and did whatever his father told him to do. When he finally found something (photography) that he liked, his father ordered him to make a good image for himself so that he can take over the firm in the future.

He rebels against his father's wishes at a dinner table with his fiancee to be, Soo-jin, her parents, and Hyeon-woo's parents. He embarasses his father by asking Soo-jin's parents that would they accept a son-in-law that has no interest in taking over his father's firm, but being a photographer. Soo-jin's parents wanted to tie the knot between Soo-jin and Hyeon-woo mainly because of the support Soo-jin's family and Hyeon-woo's family would give each other. Soo-jin's father is a shareholder of Hyeon-woo's company.

Eun-soo... is left with the memoryless Hyeon-woo whom she names Chang-ho since he doesn't even remember his name. A year has passed since the incident and Hyeon-woo starts to adapt to his new life. His memory still hasn't come back, but he enjoys being with Eun-soo and her father at the Dreaming Forest. He and Eun-soo get along real well, playing jokes on each other and all.

However, a man pays a visit and tries to convince Eun-soo's father to sell the house so that the contracting company can set up their ground on top of the land in which the house was built on. However, Eun-soo had made a promise with her deceased mother that she wouldn't sell the house no matter what. Eun-soo and Chang-ho start developing feelings for one another and get engaged. Eun-soo's dad dies. The next day, some thugs try to kill Chang-ho but he suddenly remembers his real identity, Hyeun-woo and leaves the house.

Eun-soo returns to see that Chang-ho has left her. Hyeun-woo takes over their company. after a time, Eun-soo goes to find work at the Global Company. she sees Chang-ho and wonders why everyone calls him Hyeun-woo.

(source : Soompi)

a year later.. one year late.. n one year later.. hehhe..
but what can i said bout this drama.. hurm.. this drama is worth to watch.. quite sad sometimes.. dunno how they can cried a lot.. in front camera.. in front many crews... geez.. they are superb.. like Junki cried alot in My Girl.. poor Junki..

i like d house.. cant imagine when spring season..

geez.. love to see flower when springtime.. ^^;

like d Ost too..
this song u guys can dload.. Give My Love (Korean version) by Soo Ho Sung

ww.mediafire.com/?0yynnmvmqdz

if u guys still not watch this drama.. i recommend u guys to dload..

weLL.. take care guys..

thanks 4 support me all this time..

Save the last dance 4 me, wiLL u? (n_n)v

My Dreams (part 1)

020407 (1944)

I have a dream.. - Westlife

I have a dream, a song to sing

To help me cope with anything

If you see the wonder of a fairy tale

You can take the future even if you fail

I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream


I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile


I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream


I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail


I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

i believe that all people in this world hv dreams.. whether want to b rich.. want to have happy family..

For me.. my dreams.. erm.. World peace (n_n)v no more wars.. no more fightings.. i wish..

another dream.. i hope my family happy.. i hope i'll get caring hubby.. hope he'll be the 1st n d last 4me.. :) wish me luck k.. (still got application form.. :p) hehhee..

i hope i can travel any place which hv spring season...

love d scenery so much..

oh b4 i 4get.. wish meet junki.. hehehe.. :p

geez.. dunno wut to write.. feel lazy 2day.. huhu.. quite bored.. my younger bro already back to his uni.. poor sis..

but it's ok.. junki company me.. hhehhee.. (in my dream.. :p)

well my friends, hopefully ur guys dream come true one day.. n hopefully mine too

take care!! (n_n)v

Buddy

020407 (1823)

We Used To Be Friends - The Dandy Warhols

A long time ago,

we used to be friends

But I haven't thought of you lately at all

If ever again, a greeting I send to you,

Short and sweet to the soul I intend.

A, ah-ahh-ahh-ahh

A, ah-ahh-ahh-ahh

A, ah-ahh-ahh-ahh

A, ah-ahh-ahh-ahh

Come on now, honey,

Bring it on, bring it on, yeah.

Just remember me when you're good to go

Come on now, sugar,

Bring it on, bring it on, yeah.

Just remember me when.

It's something I said, or someone I know.

Or you called me up, maybe I wasn't home.

Now everybody needs some time,

And everybody knows
The rest of it's fine

And everybody knows that.

Come on now, sugar,

Bring it on, bring it on, yeah.

Just remember me when you're good to go
Come on now, honey,

Bring it on, bring it on, yeah.

Just remember me when.

We used to be friends a long time ago.

We used to be friends a long time ago.

We used to be friends a long time ago.

We used to be friends, hey hey

A, ah-ahh-ahh-ahh

A, ah-ahh-ahh-ahh

A, ah-ahh-ahh-ahh

A, ah-ahh-ahh-ahh

A long time ago, we used to be friends

But I haven't thought of you lately at all

If ever again, a greeting I send to you,

Short and sweet to the soul I intend.

What is buddy? It' same with bestfriend..

Until now i'm only have 2 buddies.. but rite now not anymore..

diff sex.. dunno y i'm comfortable with guys.. :p

i regard them as my buddies only not my couple :)

1st.. i knowed him at college..same age with me.. diff course

but it's not a prob to build our friendship..

even we diff course, he and i knowed where we each other.. even his friend asked me bout him when they not find him.. :)

geez.. u see how closed we are..

then... our friendship became sour when 'something' happen n until now we never see each other..

but we still friends just our friendship never same again..

last i know he already engaged.. wish him luck.. :)

2nd i knowed him from net.. 3 years our friendship then we met for the 1st time..

as far i concerned, only 3 times we met

same as b4.. i also cared bout him..

i cared bout our friendship.. even my family know but our friendship..

wut his bad habit is when he couple, he never contact me...

he said that he dont want to hurt his gf..

geez.. wth he think i am??

but when he clashed i still accept him again..

after the 3rd time he make me like idiot then i realised..

my mom even warned me.. dont contact him again...

who my friends.. who i met my mom knows..

n even sometimes my prob.. coz of that she dont want to watch me sad again..

last year on Nov he get married..

few weeks ago he sent an email..i think he want to b friend with me again

well.. i already let him go long time ago n i'll never accept him..

i read somewhere..

if u in a relationship/friendship dont ask 4 anything in return..

if u give present, dont expect 4 the returner..

but wut can i say.. if only u the one who always know bout him/her.. only u who treasure the relation/friend SHIP n he/she still treat u like an idiot..

then u know wut u should do it.. bye bye la.. (N-sync) :p

ur friendship/relationship will not last long IF only 1 party took effort

i hope u guys wont b like me.. :)

sometimes i feel i'll b like b4.. i'm treasure my friendship..

mb coz of that some of my friends take for granted..

i'm not a perfect friend but i want b the best 4 my friends..

Lately i kept thinking bout my X buddies.. dunno y.. mb hv a lot spare time.. :p

"A long time ago we used to be friends"..

So i hope u guys treasure ur friendship/relationship k..

"no matter wut i'll stay beside u.. junki (n_~)v "

p/s: picture credit to seirin.. :)

Bf's pillow

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how i wish when i wake up junki beside me.. hehhee...

miss him .. mb junki spread his virus too much to me.. :p

how i wish when i go to sleep junki beside me.. hahha.. (in my dream.. ^^,)

well.. i hope 1 day i will buy bf's pillow...

geez.. i can hug d pillow all i want.. hhuhuh...

how i wish the bf's pillow is junki's pillow with his face on the top (like in Goong) :p

i think 2day some screw in my head loose or wut..

weird babble 2day.. make sure dont b like me.. :P

well guys, take care of urself k..

eat on time!!

muacss (n_n)v nitemOrn!!

Bad Day

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straight 3 days i had a bad day.. huhu..
1st day.. i take a cab then lost when i want to go to 'other place'
2nd day.. when i overslept.. geez.. dunt have much time too sleep.. then lost again on d way to 'other place'.. huhuhuh
3rd day i take bus n the bus broken.. then i had to change bus... (dunno wut 2 said bout my luck.. (0_0)

happy birthday 4 my lovely sis on 24/3.. tomorrow she will climb mount kinabalu, Sabah..
wish her luck k..

soooo lazy to think... :p
take care guys..

i miss junki.. huhuhu.. (n_n)v

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21/03/2007 (2336)

Tonite quiet bored 4 me...
dunno y.. mb some screw at my head loose or wut... (_o_)
n i dont know wut to type..

hurm... lonely.. i'm Miss (change d word.. :p) lonely...
hopefully tomorrow i'll b ok..
give me ur support k..

nitemOrn!! (n_~)

Guangzhou China (part 2 END)

20/03/2007 (2041)



this pic taken when we visit the 1st mosque in China (.Huaisheng Mosque ).Built in 627, during the Tang Dynasty (618-907 )






inside d mosque

















my mom in front Sun Yat-sen Memorial Hall







what can i say bout this trip?? hurm... 1stly i can see artist (Erra & Umie) face 2 face with me.. yeah.. they so gorgeous.. how i wish i can meet junki face 2 face.. :p

2ndly when my mom's friend thought my mom n i is just room mate.. hehe... cant 4get when shopping i've to hold my mom hand.. if not, my mom will calling my name... even i just in front of her.. she just say that my face look like ppl in china.. huhu..

uuwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. :~( my post missing.. 4get 2 save.. )

3rdly when i saw how hardworking they are..even when raining they still sell their fruits.. they just sit at the roadside.. i even saw old ppl worked too.. then i realised how lucky i am.. Alhamdulilah..

i dont know how to speak mandarin.. so u can imagine how i speak to them.. hehe.. how we want to bargain.. the funny is they speak chinese with me n then i told my mom wut i think they tried to say.. hehe.. so guys if u want to travel, n u have time,it;s better 4 u guys try to learn their language.. (i'm so lazy.. :p)
hopefully i can master 1 day.. (n_n)v

The Five-Ram Sculpture is one of the most famous structures in Guangzhou. It has become the emblem of Guangzhou City. Legend has it that more than 2,000 years ago, Guangzhou was a barren land with people who despite hard work were suffering from famine. One day five immortals in five-color garments came riding on five rams, playing their legendary music. The rams held sheaves of rice in their mouths. The immortals left the sheaves of rice for the Guangzhou people, gave blessings to the city and left. The rams turned into stone and the city of Guangzhou became a rich and populous place. Guangzhou got the name of the City of Rams and the City of Ears

(psst.. i'm copy n paste.. :p )


u see this artwork? so creative this ppl.. i cant imagine how much time they had to spent to make this artwork.. how patient..


what can i say, they put so much effort doing this artwork n of course i'm really grateful to see this artwork..




outside view at hotel where we stayed..

i had take pic view at nite but the flash of my camera so the background just dark only.. cannot see the boat.. cannot see the lights at there..



this pic's food (dunno the name :p) i took at hotel where i'm stayed.. the taste same like Malay dessert (dunno the 'kuih' name in Malay also.. :p)

wut can i say, i like d food at there.. n i saw many ppl eating just standing or sitting w/out chair in front of food stall..

even there r many food place but it's difficult to see Halal food.. just Mamak shop only..



u guys know who's pic in this banner?

my friend addict with Jang Nara.. so this pic 4 his ole² (souvenier) :p







me at airport b4 flying back to Malaysia










c u guys..
i will take more pictures if i go to any country except Spore.. ehehhe.. i just go to Spore if my mom ask my help only.. :)

i wish i can go to Korea/Japan or any countries which have winter n springtime summer.. just simple wish.. hehe.. hopefully 1 day.. wish me luck k...

psst.. my other wish to meet junki.. hehehhe..
hope u guys enjoy reading my trip.. even with broken grammar.. :P
take care guys!! (n_~)v

At Last - MP3

20/03/2007 1914

At last i know how to insert mp3 at my blog..

i will try to + as many as i can..

well i hope u guys will like it.. :)

n not 4get junki song.. hehhe..

well guys, take care!!

i think i already reduce my weight.. just grams only.. huhuhu..

c ya!! hope u guys will support me no matter wut i do..

muacss.. (n_n)v

Weight..

17/03/2007 2028

Yesterday I just aware that I look more chubby.. (how come i didnt notice??) mb i'm not look at mirror long enuff ? huh... :p

I gained weight mb around 3kg.. erk.. honestly my weight rite now quite normal with my height around 169cm.. but.. hv u guys see Olive in Popeye? then u know y i'm worried when i gain my weight.. huhuhu..

if u noticed, junki also quite chubby.. heheh... mb he eat a lot at Japan? who knows.. with short hair rite now i'm prefer junki long hair.. nvm.. hope when he have fan meeting this year i will see different style hair of him.. mb highlight like last fan meeting in Korea.. just now watch the interview Junki at Japan.. last week he perform at fan meeting in Japan.. lucky them!! i wonder if he want to come here.. huhuh..

start from now no more chocolate.. bye cadbury!! bye kitkat!! n no more chocolate sundae.. try to avoid this 2... hopefully i will lost weight in 1month... this body seem heavy 4 me.. :p

got to go.. want 2 watch my sister in law is 19.. lucky me to find this website to dload this drama.. sorry 4 my broken grammar.. hehhehe long time no practise..

muacsss junki (n_n)v