Wish for my Heart

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My friend asked me to said sumthing to my heart.. coz my heart already hurt for few times.. so here go.. it really touch me.. make me cried ^^"

Honestly I 4get to close a lil bit my heart.. my friend said my heart is too open ^^" and if i can see my heart i guess i will see too much scar.. huhu.. but i wish i can be strong.. hope so :)



Mr ZM:put ur right hand on ur chest
Mr ZM: search for ur heart
Mr ZM: now
Mr ZM: at ur heart
Mr ZM: tell her this
Mr ZM: dear heart,
Mr ZM: i know ur sincere
Mr ZM: and warm
Mr ZM: but i rather be cold
Mr ZM: than being warm
Mr ZM: for other cold hearted beings
Mr ZM: dear heart,
Mr ZM: please grant my wish
Mr ZM: and open my heart for those whose deserving
Mr ZM: and close my heart for those who'll taken me for granted

so touching rite..?? hope my heart will fulfill my wish.. amin..

Thanks Cikkim for d great wish.. u really make me cried ^^".. coz i just realise dat I 4got to take care of my heart..

Me and only me,
lil m@fia
-@moi

The Path To Peace

I found this article when i surfing..

Thinking Of You

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would videotape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time
I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming, you would know I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will always be another day
to say our "I love yous",
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can dos?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget,

Tomorrow is not promised
to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get
to hold your loved one tight.

For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear,

Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me,"
"Thank you" or "It's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

Thinking of You

so guys.. treasure ur loved one.. u dont knw when it will b ur last time being together.. and i already learn from my lesson.. and i knw i can b better.. (n_n)v

-lil @moi

Year 2009

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Salam guys.. ^^
How's ur guys day in 2009? So far so good? SO far my day quite slow.. ^^" but Alhamdulilah xde thunderstorm lg rite now ^^"

Spending my time with my Angels (Asyraff&Nidal).. sorry Asyraff.. aunty not spend a lot of time with u.. ^^"
Thanks abang n wawa for ur guys cooking.. nyummy.. tambah 2x tu.. ehehhe.. :p

Take care of Nidal for few days.. n mandikan Nidal for d 1st time.. yippie (n_n)v.. so so so excited.. hehhe.. nasib baik Nidal bkn jenis nangis je.. huuhu.. lg suke main air ada la ^^"
Kalo nk mandikan Asyraff mmg angkat white flag la.. rite now Asyraff still kuat nanges.. huhu.. so cant hug him too long.. compare to Nidal..

Gamba my ANgels 3months old.. cepat je da besar.. huhu.. makin tua la AUnty Amoi.. huhu.. :P



Me wif Asyraff.. see ada anak patung kecik kat depan? tu jari my sis..hehe.. beli toys kecik tu kat IKEA.. Asyraff nk start nangis.. huhu..

Pic of Nidal after taking bath.. with his mama..

































Please spare few bucks of your money and donate to tabung Palestine.. n try to boycott products from US and Israel especially fastfood restaurant and Starbucks.. geez.. never knew dat Starbucks actually belong to Israel..

Last month Twisties and Hot FM ada buat pertandingan twisties bingit.. and last week final show and the winner group is from JB.. congrats!! Had spoke with 1 of them.. Syukri(dunno the rite spell) aka Ukie.. when he btolkan my Jervis.. at that time he just said that he go to ujibakat.. and yippie... dunt misunderstand.. I dunno him.. he also dunno my name.. hehe.. ^^" so ppl... if u believe u can do it.. just go for it k..

kalo org kata u suara x sedap.. but if u still go to audition, who knows u hv unique voice ke.. at least u guys try.. but for me.. me mmg x reti nyanyi.. hehe.. nyanyi sendiri ok la..

just wish.. i can play smoothly.. (n_n)v
miss my angels already.. huhu..love them so so so much.. i wish i can take 1.. hehe.. :p

rite now both of them da banyak cakap.. huhu.. when i talked with my sis, i heard Nidal's voice.. hehe.. my sis bilang die pn nk cakap.. n my sis bilang Nidal already make an order..cloths.. toys.. huhu.. nnt la.. aunty will buy for u guys bile aunty amoi ronda2 .. ^^

lil m@fia
-@moi

Bye bye 2008..

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Hi guys.. 2day will b d last day of 2008..
How ur guys azam.. tercapai? as for me.. ada yg capai n ada yg x..
hv a great memories.. got Angels.. ^^ (Nidal&Asyraff)
bad memories.. clashed with my ex.. life must go on rite.. so just move 4ward.. :) not regret knowing him.. coz i still thank him 4 his moral support when i feeling down..when i dont hv confidence.. thanks a lot acid.. wish u all d best with ur life.. and ur loved..

After I clashed with him I told my mom dat i'm not so luck in relationship dis year.. (2008) after dat yups.. i'm really not dat lucky ^^"
Just I hope i'll not meet any liar.. any guys who want to hurt my feeling.. i hope..

Got lady bugs for u guys.. May 2009 bring happiness to all of u..
I wish my business will going smoothly..
I wish I will find my soulmate.. who can love me for the way I am.. i'm not perfect but i'll try my best.. :)
I wish my family will be happy.. amin
I wish i can always see my Angels (Nidal&Asyraff).. da gile bayang ngan my angels.. huhu.. hope can go to KL in few days ^^v
I wish i can be strong.. not too naive.. not too trust ppl.. i hope.. I only knw until now dat my weakness ^^"
I wish I can play guitar well.. learn how to read togey well.. I wish (n_n)v

May Allah bless u guys.. For u guys out there.. just dont flirting.. remember wut goes around comes around.. wish me luck k..

lil m@fia
-yumi/@moi

Meet A Liar Again

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Hi guys.. In few days 2008 will b over.. kinda fast i guess.. wah.. makin tua la kite ^^"
Already 26.. huhu.. but kinda sad coz being single again.. BUt i know there some1 out there 4 me.. amin..
Hmm.. got phone call from my friend's wife.. errk.. really shocked me..
never expected dat some1 will lied to me again.. damn.. its hurt..
She asked me whether i know dat he's already married? hv 2 kids? know his work.. his income..
i only knew where he work.. and i guess i'm being too naive again..
never tot he lied to me too..
2008.. i'm not so lucky in relationship.. got dumped for 3times.. sucks? yups.. but i knw Allah know d best for me..
Do u guys notice when we like some1.. we dont mind any bad habit our bf/gf.. true rite?
i'm not perfect but i try to b the best.. and i just hope after dis.. i'm not seeing any liar ppls again.. or if i meet 1 of them, i wish i can notice..
so i wish i will hv a great relationship next year.. amin..
some1 asked me wut i wish 4 my bday.. and azam for 2009..
i wish i can build my own family.. amin.. ^^

B4 dis i already tot i want to post at blog.. but never tot another posting bout heart broken again.. geez.. i'm too weak i guess..

In my mind.. if the guy love the girl he will never done anything stupid.. and i believe if the guy love the girl and really think her is his soulmate, he will never waste any time.. and i guess.. b4 this i'm not too good for him.. just wish him d best..

n for my liar "friend".. thanks for d wonderful time b4 dis.. but I wish I never meet u.. never knew u.. and wish u all d best with ur wife n ur kids..

me.. and only me..
@moi

It still hurt

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Hmm.. dunno wut i'm thinking 2day..
Read few words from him already make my heart jiwa kacau.. it still hurt sumtimes..
I guess this year i'm not so lucky in relationship or even friendship ^^"
Few of my new friends awal2 da banyak kelentong.. hmm.. it really sucks u know..
just 1 advice from me.. wut ever u do to 1 person it will go back to u.. wut goes around comes around.. i'm not saying kite ni baik gile.. just will try to b the best la..
Just I hope there is some1 for me.. who can accept me for the way I am.. amin.. :)

Few weeks ago kite dengar 1 song kat Ria 89.7fm (of coz dengar Fiza O.. she's so so funny).. really sweet cuma tajuk die cam x sesuai ^^"

Lirik Lagu Dik - Wali

Dik, aku pinta kau akan s’lalu setia
Dik, aku mohon kau s’lalu menemani
Saat ku tengah terluka
Kala ku tengah gundah

Reff:
Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Dik, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku oh…
Dik, ingin aku cinta dan cinta s’lalu
Saat kau tengah terluka
Kala kau tengah gundah

Back to Reff:

Kau akan menjagaku
Di bangun dan tidurku
Di semua mimpi dan nyataku
Kau akan menjagaku
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

n in case u guys nk dload.. :)
http://www.4shared.com/file/45889758/50404ffc/Wali_Band_-_Dik.html?s=1

another song from Rossa.. :)

Lirik Hey Ladies - Rossa

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua lelaki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

n link 4 dload d song..
http://www.4shared.com/file/68237374/79afca70/Rossa_-_Hey_Ladies.html?s=1

Happy listening.. :)
Take care..
regards,
lilm@fia-@moi

Great Words

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I got email and wanna share with u guys.. d great words from d well known ppls..
Enjoy reading (n_n)v