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Wish for my Heart

2009-02-07T00:53:00.003+08:00

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My friend asked me to said sumthing to my heart.. coz my heart already hurt for few times.. so here go.. it really touch me.. make me cried ^^"

Honestly I 4get to close a lil bit my heart.. my friend said my heart is too open ^^" and if i can see my heart i guess i will see too much scar.. huhu.. but i wish i can be strong.. hope so :)

Mr ZM:put ur right hand on ur chest
Mr ZM: search for ur heart
Mr ZM: now
Mr ZM: at ur heart
Mr ZM: tell her this
Mr ZM: dear heart,
Mr ZM: i know ur sincere
Mr ZM: and warm
Mr ZM: but i rather be cold
Mr ZM: than being warm
Mr ZM: for other cold hearted beings
Mr ZM: dear heart,
Mr ZM: please grant my wish
Mr ZM: and open my heart for those whose deserving
Mr ZM: and close my heart for those who'll taken me for granted

so touching rite..?? hope my heart will fulfill my wish.. amin..

Thanks Cikkim for d great wish.. u really make me cried ^^".. coz i just realise dat I 4got to take care of my heart..

Me and only me,
lil m@fia
-@moi

The Path To Peace

2009-02-04T23:28:00.004+08:00

I found this article when i surfing..

Thinking Of You

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would videotape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time
I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say "I love you,"
instead of assuming, you would know I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will always be another day
to say our "I love yous",
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can dos?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget,

Tomorrow is not promised
to anyone, young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get
to hold your loved one tight.

For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear,

Take time to say "I'm sorry," "Please forgive me,"
"Thank you" or "It's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

Thinking of You

so guys.. treasure ur loved one.. u dont knw when it will b ur last time being together.. and i already learn from my lesson.. and i knw i can b better.. (n_n)v

-lil @moi

Year 2009

2009-01-23T16:50:00.010+08:00

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Salam guys.. ^^
How's ur guys day in 2009? So far so good? SO far my day quite slow.. ^^" but Alhamdulilah xde thunderstorm lg rite now ^^"

Spending my time with my Angels (Asyraff&Nidal).. sorry Asyraff.. aunty not spend a lot of time with u.. ^^"
Thanks abang n wawa for ur guys cooking.. nyummy.. tambah 2x tu.. ehehhe.. :p

Take care of Nidal for few days.. n mandikan Nidal for d 1st time.. yippie (n_n)v.. so so so excited.. hehhe.. nasib baik Nidal bkn jenis nangis je.. huuhu.. lg suke main air ada la ^^"
Kalo nk mandikan Asyraff mmg angkat white flag la.. rite now Asyraff still kuat nanges.. huhu.. so cant hug him too long.. compare to Nidal..

Gamba my ANgels 3months old.. cepat je da besar.. huhu.. makin tua la AUnty Amoi.. huhu.. :P

Me wif Asyraff.. see ada anak patung kecik kat depan? tu jari my sis..hehe.. beli toys kecik tu kat IKEA.. Asyraff nk start nangis.. huhu..

Pic of Nidal after taking bath.. with his mama..

Please spare few bucks of your money and donate to tabung Palestine.. n try to boycott products from US and Israel especially fastfood restaurant and Starbucks.. geez.. never knew dat Starbucks actually belong to Israel..

Last month Twisties and Hot FM ada buat pertandingan twisties bingit.. and last week final show and the winner group is from JB.. congrats!! Had spoke with 1 of them.. Syukri(dunno the rite spell) aka Ukie.. when he btolkan my Jervis.. at that time he just said that he go to ujibakat.. and yippie... dunt misunderstand.. I dunno him.. he also dunno my name.. hehe.. ^^" so ppl... if u believe u can do it.. just go for it k..

kalo org kata u suara x sedap.. but if u still go to audition, who knows u hv unique voice ke.. at least u guys try.. but for me.. me mmg x reti nyanyi.. hehe.. nyanyi sendiri ok la..

just wish.. i can play smoothly.. (n_n)v
miss my angels already.. huhu..love them so so so much.. i wish i can take 1.. hehe.. :p

rite now both of them da banyak cakap.. huhu.. when i talked with my sis, i heard Nidal's voice.. hehe.. my sis bilang die pn nk cakap.. n my sis bilang Nidal already make an order..cloths.. toys.. huhu.. nnt la.. aunty will buy for u guys bile aunty amoi ronda2 .. ^^

lil m@fia
-@moi

Bye bye 2008..

2008-12-31T02:16:00.002+08:00

31122008 (0228)

Hi guys.. 2day will b d last day of 2008..
How ur guys azam.. tercapai? as for me.. ada yg capai n ada yg x..
hv a great memories.. got Angels.. ^^ (Nidal&Asyraff)
bad memories.. clashed with my ex.. life must go on rite.. so just move 4ward.. :) not regret knowing him.. coz i still thank him 4 his moral support when i feeling down..when i dont hv confidence.. thanks a lot acid.. wish u all d best with ur life.. and ur loved..

After I clashed with him I told my mom dat i'm not so luck in relationship dis year.. (2008) after dat yups.. i'm really not dat lucky ^^"
Just I hope i'll not meet any liar.. any guys who want to hurt my feeling.. i hope..

Got lady bugs for u guys.. May 2009 bring happiness to all of u..
I wish my business will going smoothly..
I wish I will find my soulmate.. who can love me for the way I am.. i'm not perfect but i'll try my best.. :)
I wish my family will be happy.. amin
I wish i can always see my Angels (Nidal&Asyraff).. da gile bayang ngan my angels.. huhu.. hope can go to KL in few days ^^v
I wish i can be strong.. not too naive.. not too trust ppl.. i hope.. I only knw until now dat my weakness ^^"
I wish I can play guitar well.. learn how to read togey well.. I wish (n_n)v

May Allah bless u guys.. For u guys out there.. just dont flirting.. remember wut goes around comes around.. wish me luck k..

lil m@fia
-yumi/@moi

Meet A Liar Again

2008-12-30T01:16:00.003+08:00

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Hi guys.. In few days 2008 will b over.. kinda fast i guess.. wah.. makin tua la kite ^^"
Already 26.. huhu.. but kinda sad coz being single again.. BUt i know there some1 out there 4 me.. amin..
Hmm.. got phone call from my friend's wife.. errk.. really shocked me..
never expected dat some1 will lied to me again.. damn.. its hurt..
She asked me whether i know dat he's already married? hv 2 kids? know his work.. his income..
i only knew where he work.. and i guess i'm being too naive again..
never tot he lied to me too..
2008.. i'm not so lucky in relationship.. got dumped for 3times.. sucks? yups.. but i knw Allah know d best for me..
Do u guys notice when we like some1.. we dont mind any bad habit our bf/gf.. true rite?
i'm not perfect but i try to b the best.. and i just hope after dis.. i'm not seeing any liar ppls again.. or if i meet 1 of them, i wish i can notice..
so i wish i will hv a great relationship next year.. amin..
some1 asked me wut i wish 4 my bday.. and azam for 2009..
i wish i can build my own family.. amin.. ^^

B4 dis i already tot i want to post at blog.. but never tot another posting bout heart broken again.. geez.. i'm too weak i guess..

In my mind.. if the guy love the girl he will never done anything stupid.. and i believe if the guy love the girl and really think her is his soulmate, he will never waste any time.. and i guess.. b4 this i'm not too good for him.. just wish him d best..

n for my liar "friend".. thanks for d wonderful time b4 dis.. but I wish I never meet u.. never knew u.. and wish u all d best with ur wife n ur kids..

me.. and only me..
@moi

It still hurt

2008-11-26T20:07:00.003+08:00

261108 (2008)

Hmm.. dunno wut i'm thinking 2day..
Read few words from him already make my heart jiwa kacau.. it still hurt sumtimes..
I guess this year i'm not so lucky in relationship or even friendship ^^"
Few of my new friends awal2 da banyak kelentong.. hmm.. it really sucks u know..
just 1 advice from me.. wut ever u do to 1 person it will go back to u.. wut goes around comes around.. i'm not saying kite ni baik gile.. just will try to b the best la..
Just I hope there is some1 for me.. who can accept me for the way I am.. amin.. :)

Few weeks ago kite dengar 1 song kat Ria 89.7fm (of coz dengar Fiza O.. she's so so funny).. really sweet cuma tajuk die cam x sesuai ^^"

Lirik Lagu Dik - Wali

Dik, aku pinta kau akan s’lalu setia
Dik, aku mohon kau s’lalu menemani
Saat ku tengah terluka
Kala ku tengah gundah

Reff:
Ku akan menjagamu
Di bangun dan tidurmu
Di semua mimpi dan nyatamu
Ku akan menjagamu
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

Dik, jangan engkau pergi tinggalkan aku oh…
Dik, ingin aku cinta dan cinta s’lalu
Saat kau tengah terluka
Kala kau tengah gundah

Back to Reff:

Kau akan menjagaku
Di bangun dan tidurku
Di semua mimpi dan nyataku
Kau akan menjagaku
Tuk hidup dan matiku
Tak ingin, tak ingin kau rapuh

n in case u guys nk dload.. :)
http://www.4shared.com/file/45889758/50404ffc/Wali_Band_-_Dik.html?s=1

another song from Rossa.. :)

Lirik Hey Ladies - Rossa

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

Sudah ku bilang jangan terlalu cinta
Kalau patah hati siapa mau nolong
Seperti langit dan matahari tak bersatu lagi

Hey ladies jangan mau di bilang lemah
Kita juga bisa menipu dan menduakan
Bila wanita sudah beraksi dunia hancur

Hey ladies sekarang cinta pakai otak
Jangan mau rugi hati dan juga rugi waktu
Bila dia merayumu ingat semuanya bohong

Memanglah tak semua lelaki busuk
Namun ladies tetaplah harus waspada
Semogalah kita semua akhirnya
Mendapatkan cinta yang tulus

Sudah kubilang jangan terlalu yakin
Mulut lelaki banyak juga tak jujur
Bila sakit hati wanita bisanya nangis

n link 4 dload d song..
http://www.4shared.com/file/68237374/79afca70/Rossa_-_Hey_Ladies.html?s=1

Happy listening.. :)
Take care..
regards,
lilm@fia-@moi

Great Words

2008-11-25T23:02:00.003+08:00

251108 (2307)

I got email and wanna share with u guys.. d great words from d well known ppls..
Enjoy reading (n_n)v

30 Real Feelings of Girls

2008-11-15T02:18:00.002+08:00

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Another 1 bout girls.. ^^.. er... bout me too.. hehe.. i copy paste from net ^^

1. When a girl says she's sad, but she isn't crying, it means she's crying in her heart. (yups..its true.. )

2. When she ignores you after you've done something wrong, it's best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology. (yeah..true..)

3. A girl can't find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which is why it is so hard for her to 'get over him' after the relationship's over.) (hmm..after clashed I still think bout him somtimes ..its normal rite? bout never tot i will b with him back.. :) )

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys. (hhaha.. yeah.. bout i'm never flirting.. :).. just like to hv new friend.. and i knoe when i should stop.. ^^ )

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she will melt. 6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them. (I guess its rite ^^ )

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok? (yups.. true )

8. If you don't like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently. (Hmm.. u should.. )

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her. (I still hv a friendship with some of my ex ^^".. Just move 4ward dude.. )

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals). (hahhaa.. really true.. thats y i hv my own blog :P I can talk much when i comfortable with who i'm speaking with.. ^^)

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway. (Ouch.. :( )

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off. (Yups.. so make jokes sumtimes ^^ )

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news. (haha.. i dont hv girl friends to talk but this :p just share with my adik ^^ he's a good listener sumtimes)

14. A smile means a lot to a girl. (smile dude :) )

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you. (Yups.. make a friendship at 1st then u'll know whether both of u hv chemistry or not :) )

16. If a girl says she can't go out with you because she has to study, leave. (not study..just hv some work to do ^^ )

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay. (yeah..)

18. Don't try to guess a girl's feelings. Ask her..... (Really true.. dont judge by its cover k.. really hate it.. )

19. Hearing the words "I love you" is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful. (Love that 3 words so much.. :) )

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she'll wonder why she never noticed him before. (Sumtimes.. ^^ )

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories. (hehhe.. i guess ^^ )

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself. (cant remember.. i just remember i look his face 1st.. :P long long time ago..^^" )

23. A girl's ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart. (Yups.. soooooo true.. )

24. Girls love having fun! (Who doesn't? )

25..... A simple 'Hi' can brighten a girl's day. (Yups.. )

26. A girl's best friends usually know best what she is feeling and going through. (I dont hv buddy anymore.. :( )

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their 'prettier' friend. (never feel it ^^ guy ask my friend bout me ada la.. long time ago.. ms school :p )

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order. (True.. )

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them. (This is more important... :) )

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved. (Yeah.. hope I'll find my soul mate 1 day )

U guys can try that tip to any girls u like..
Hopefully every1 who still single (like me.. huhu ) will find 1.. amin..
Take care!

lilm@fia-amoi

Something to share

2008-11-15T00:59:00.006+08:00

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I read few articles in net and I feel i wanna post at here.. just wanna share it.. :)

Men Are Hard To Please

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN LOVE with him;

If u Don't , he says u are PROUD .

If u DRESS Nicely , he says u are trying to LURE him;

If u Don't , he says u are from VILLAGE

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are STUBBORN ;

If u keep QUIET , he says u have no BRAINS .

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll lose FACE;

If he's Smarter than u, he is GREAT .

If u don't L ove him, he tries to POSSESS u;

If u Love him! , he will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't make love with him., he says u don't Love him;

If u do !! He says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM , he says u are TROUBLESOME;

If u don't , he says that u don't TRUST him.

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to him;

If he SCOLDS u, it is because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be TRUSTED;

If he BREAKS his, he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE , u are BAD girl; (true rite? :)

If he SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your exams, he says it's LUCK ;

If he does WELL , it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL;

If he HURTS u, u are too SENSITIVE!! & sooo hard to please!!!!!

Know Your Value

A well-known speaker started off his seminar by holding up a Rupee 500 note.
In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this Rupee 500 note?"
Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this note to one of you
but first let me do this." He proceeded to crumple the note up.
He then asked, "Who still wants it?"
Still the hands were up in the air.

"Well," he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and
started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now all
crumpled and dirty. "Now who still wants it?"
Still the hands went into the air.

My friends, you have all learned a very valuable lesson.
No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not
decrease in value. It was still worth Rupee 500/-.

Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt
by the decisions we make and the circumstances that come our way. We feel as
though we are worthless.
But no matter what has happened or what will happen, you will never lose
your value.

You are special. Don't ever forget it! Never let yesterday's disappointments overshadow tomorrow's dreams.

By d way i'm not condemn man.. just I paste wut i read ^^ .. Normal not every man like that.. same goes with women..

lilm@fia-amoi

My Angels

2008-11-13T02:25:00.004+08:00

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Just got edit pic from my friend( Hutty Lucca aka Fikri).. he put my angels pic at center.. so so so creative.. and so so so cute..
thanks a lot..
make me miss them a lot ^^"
I wish i can hug both of them rite now..
Nidal still flu.. hopefully cepat baik
Asyraff skang da chubby pipi die.. huhu.. nnt die jd cam aunty die.. :p
Cant wait to see both of them nnt.. miss them so so so so much..
Craving burger king rite now.. huhu.. want to go yesterday but my younger dont want to follow.. huhuhu.. so hopefully i can eat in few days.. hehhee
c ya guys... take care!!
muacss
lilm@fia-amoi

My Younger's Birthday

2008-11-13T01:58:00.003+08:00

13112008 (0201)

Yesterday (12/11/08) birthday my younger yg ke 24.. wah... da tua..
kite lg tua a.. :p
last time.. me duk dediam.. n terpk.. me will b 26 dis year.. owh.. still ok.. muda lg..
suddenly remember my adik nya umur.. our different only 2 years...
remember that dl dia umur belas2.. then da 20.. pas tu da 22.. kjap je da nk masuk 24.. tua sey die.. (apa punye akak la .. :p)
then tetiba teringat.. eh die 24.. so i'll b 26 this year..
aiyak!! i'm old already.. huhuhu... and rite now da realise yg kite ni da tua.. ^^'

I make a cake fr him with deco of character from anime The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya.. coz my bro like to watch anime ^^.. same la with her sis.. cuma rite now dont hv time to watch ^^" ..

Wish u have a good health.. b a good boy to our parents.. a good younger to our siblings especially ur sis (dont always btolkan my ayat je.. huhuhu ) and a good person..
hope xkan jadi otaku ^^".. hehhehe..
jgn berangan Hirano Aya je.. :p
Hope wut ur wish will come true.. hope u'll get a job.. wish u luck in ur interview..
Cant wait to buy plate number.. hahhaha.. (n_n)v

Glad to be ur sis.. and thanks for helping me.. for ur moral support.. for everything u've done for me.. Muacss..
Luv u and will always care bout u,
Ur luvly sis,
lilm@fia-amoi

Once upon a time..

2008-11-05T11:50:00.004+08:00

05112008 (1151)

Yesterday bit kelam kabut for me.. aiyakk..

tot yesterday ptg ujan rupanya x.. so kua uma bit hurry to buy stuffs for my cakes..

takut nnt jem coz almost peak hour..

after buy few stuffs (kopak $ ^^") g c4.. need to buy other stuff lak.. not really shopping u know.. huhu..

maybe i'm a bit hurry tergesel keta with tiang parking kat c4..

aiyak!! bukan waktu nk reverse tp nk masuk parking.. huhuhu..

thats wut happen to me 2day.. lucky me x langgar sapa2.. ^^" mintak simpang..

buy watch for myself.. jam lama da rosak..

same weakness (kelam kabut) lupe nk mintak kotak or pape for my watch.. huhu.. sebab da terus pakai(budak kedaitu pakaikan.. hhehhe.. :P) lupe da..

da dalam keta n bit far away from c4 baru teringat..

so hopefully i learnt from my lesson..

but i know its already my habit ^^"

chow..

lim@fia-amoi

My Angel Nidal

2008-11-05T10:25:00.002+08:00

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Just back from cuti2 malaysia.. not really cuti i guess.. hehhee.. just spent my time with my Asyraff for 1 week n Nidal for 1 week..
Hmm.. already miss them a lot :(

His 1st pic after born.. sooooooo sweet.. my lil angel :) by d way this pic my BIL (bro in law) yg amik.. :)

My sis punye jari.. she's so creative.. compare to me la.. hehee.. me mmg bad photographer :p

His mouth.. huhu.. mmg ikut my sis la.. :p my sis said Nidal ni nanges malu2.. hehe.. low volume compare to Asyraff.. ^^"

I buy this baju ni sebab soo cute... like kimono... lucky baju ni Nidal ble guna cuma seluar die bit panjang for him ^^"

Another baju for him.. x banyak choice kat kedai tu so I buy wut i think suit for him.. ble rambang mata beli baby stuff.. hhehhehe.. :p
By d way baju ni bit big for Nidal.. so need to wait for him besar sikit then baru ble guna.. ^^"
Sian my Nidal.. nnt Aunty Amoi will buy u baju lg.. ^^

Baju for Asyraff.. :)

Nidal have dimples (lesung pipit) .. yippie.. for both pipi.. like my sis..
me ada 1 je.. huuhuhu ^^

Hye guys.. :p

His hand so small.. by d way that's my sis hand.. :p
all babies so angel..
y some of them bear to kill their own baby .. :(
should diorg bg la org yg sanggup jaga..

Bantal peluk time..

Tido time.. ZzZZzz
Nidal ble tido with pakai bedung.. compare to Asyraff.. ^^"
i wish i can bring him back.. hehhehe.. :p

Thats's how i spent my time with my Nidal..
Nidal, so sorryla.. ur aunty ni quite notty..
always kacau u... but honestly i have fun playing with u..
enjoy with ur parents k.. muacss...
miss u and Asyraff already..
sweet dream my angel...

ur aunty,
lilm@fia-amoi

Asyraff d botak boy (PART 2)

2008-10-30T23:20:00.010+08:00

Continue bout d process Asyraff being botak :p

Asyraff sleeping.. u see.. die punye posture die da start turun bawah.. hehe.. kaki die.. :p

12) Asyraff start to crying.. tangan my bro tgh pujuk die.. huhu..

13) Urat kepala die.. huhu.. tgh tahan nk nanges.. :P

14) Start to crying again.. huhu.. my abang pujuk lg.. ^^"

15) His crying burst again.. huuhu.. poor him ^^" but sorry ne my Asyraff.. aunty amoi kept laughing wif ur reaction.. :P

16) Touch up b4 going to bath.. :)
Asyraff sleeping ^^ Cam pakai ihram bila Asyraff da botak.. (n_n)v

17) Asyraff cried.. aiyak!! His voice really loud.. huhuhuhu ^^"

18) Asyraff da botak.. ^^ Asyraff after mandi n er... bedak? hehhee.. soo cute.. n soooo senyap? huhu..

Asyraff posing lg b4 tido.. Tgk.. Asyraff xnak bedung.. huhu.. sekejap je dapat bedung then after dat mesti nanges punye kene bukak ^^"

Asyraff sleeping dalam buai without using bedung.. hhuhu.. sweet dreams my angel.. muacsss.. :)

Me punye ayat malay selalu banyak salah dr segi grammar... so bile kat Perlis ni me excited send few msg kat my younger bro cite psal si Asyraff ni... me cite la bout he dont want tu use bedung but unfortunately dalam msg tu me x tulis bedung tapi bengkung.. hhahha.. n me mmg x notice pn i should use bedung for baby.. n x notice tu salah.. huhu

until my younger reply my msg n he said.. bengkung tu utk Wawa laa.. (my SIL) yg Asyraff guna tu bedung.. aiyak!! he's always notice my mistake.. huhu.. thats wut i get when i b a sis to my younger.. ehhehe.. :p but papepun i love him so much and glad be his sis.. :)

D storyteller ^^
-Aunty Amoi (n_n)v

Asyraff d botak boy (PART 1)

2008-10-30T21:47:00.012+08:00

30/10/08 (2156)
On 24/10/08 around 1700 Asyraff jd botak boy.. I already upload pics Asyraff step by step b4 botak rambutnya ^^
By d way should ada bidan yg datang tp die sesat so ada jiran my bro's in law yg tolong shavekan rambut Asyraff.. :)

1) Asyraff di bedung b4 rambutnya d shave..

2) Asyraff staring at Mak Siti (jiran my bro's in law) by d way Mak Siti is a nurse.. ^^
He's like know sumting will happen to him.. hehehhe...

3) Rambut Asyraff on d way nk d botakkan.. huhu.. cian Asyraff.. mei you rambut nnt ^^
His face already show that he dont like d process :p..

4) He's begin to start crying.. U see his leg already start to moved.. ehehhhe..
i think if he can run, lari pecut rupanya.. like me dl when nk cabut gigi.. hahhaa.. last² kene tangkap jugak wif my bro.. huhuuh :P

5) Asyraff start crying.. poor him.. his voice very loud u know ^^"

6) Wawa (my SIL) had to hug him.. need to feed him milk.. ^^" if u guys can see his tears still bergenang kat mata die..

7) Mak Siti terpaksa shave rambut Asyraff like dis ^^" so he's not too concentrate about his hair while drinking his milk :p

8) My bro and Wawa need to pujuk him.. he's still crying.. kantul kot method tadi.. ^^"
ada gaya parents mithali x? :p

9) He's sleeping.. hehe.. quite funny bile nanges then die ble tido .. :P

u see kain yg buat bedung da x jd bedung pn.. ^^"

10) ok ambut blakang pulak.. asyraff quite.. tertido :P

11) Mak Siti tuka shaving blade.. blade or knife? :p

sambung part 2..
i'm d bad photographer ^^"
lilm@fia - amoi

Asyraff VS Nidal

2008-10-30T21:22:00.007+08:00

301008 (2125)

19/10/08 For the 1st time, Asyraff meet Nidal..
When we (my bro,his wife and my bro's MIL (mother in law) arrived at my sis house, Nidal still sleeping... he's so small.. huhuu...

Then when Asyraff sleeping Nidal wake up.. aiyak..!! 1st meeting and both of them still not bertentang mata... hehehe..

2days later 21/10 my bro's family went to Kangar.. of coz me follow.. heeehhe..

stay at there for 5 days.. me gain weight.. hehhehe.. my weight back to normal.. keep eating n moving around.. nutting to do at their house.. wut i know i kept eating cakar ayam.. :p nyum nyum..

Me @Padang Besar.. beli few things for myself..

Asyraff soo soo cute.. and then on sunday we go home.. so sad to let Asyraff go.. :~(

Regards,
lilm@fia-amoi

My Nazrin Asyraff (n_n)v

2008-10-13T03:10:00.004+08:00

131008 (0314)
My bro n my sis sent MMS pic of Asraff for me.. yippie (n_n)v
My bro bilang Asyraff ikut his face.. hensem.. hahhaa. perasan btol.. :p

1st time me tgk Asyraff face I tot mata die tembel.. hehhee.. rupanya mata die still blom bukak lg.. my sis yg bgtau.. ^^"
cant wait to hold him.. so so so so excited..
Hopefully Asyraff x nanges la kalo Aunty Amoi pegang die ^^".. huhuuhu.. My SIL kene operation coz die demam that time n Asyraff punye jantung cam da nk slow..
selamat that time my bro's MIL teman die.. xdelah panik sangat..Syukur alhamdulilah.. semuanya selamat.. mudah2an Asyraff jd anak yg soleh dan berguna.. amin.. :) So sad me x dapat pegi rite now.. but I will meet my Asraff insya-Allah next week n my coming soon Nidal.. ^^ this week my sis punye turn.. Doakan my sis selamat lahirkan baby k.. Cant wait to see my Nidal.. ^^
Why baby so cute? hehe.. N sometimes I wonder y ada org tergamak buang baby.. poor baby.. :(
Baby Aidilfitri *(^_^)*
Take care..
lilm@fia-@moi

Aunty to Asyraf

2008-10-12T00:39:00.003+08:00

121008 (0044)
Alhamdulilah.. my SIL(wawa) selamat lahirkan baby boy 4.03kg @Hospital Sg Buloh on 111008(2330) Yippie..I got new status 2day.. Aunty Amoi.. ^^
Asyraf born time like me la.. me lahir at 2335.. huhu.. i'm so so so so so excited.. cant wait to hold him.. Alhamdulilah semuanya selamat.. I will post his pic in d future..
And rite now waiting for my sis lak.. insya-Allah this week.. Mudah2an semuanya selamat.. amin..
Ate nugget for my lunch.. still dont hv appetite.. maybe i'm too excited? ^^"
I need new jeans.. new watch.. huhuhu..
Jam da rosak.. aiyak.. xbest btol.. still thinking wut brand I should buy.. :)
Will posting again..and will go to KL next week.. yippie.. wait for me my Asyraf ^^
C ya guys.. Muacss..
lilm@fia-@moi

Will get new status.. ^^

2008-10-11T04:14:00.005+08:00

111008 (0419)
Hi guys.. I will get new status today.. insya-Allah..
my SIL da kene tahan wad.. gula die tinggi.. n insya-Allah 2day my SIL akan deliver..
wish her selamat n Asyraf too.. amin
So so so so sad sebab x dapat tgk.. got ord8.. n only next week i can go to KL after last order.. then i will stay there for a while..
n my luvly sis will masuk ospital this wed.. hopefully semuanya selamat..amin..
k guys.. i will posting again..
i'm so so so so so excited.. cant wait to hold Asyraf&Nidal.. (n_n)v

I'm into Dunia Baru The Movie OST-Cinta Antara Kita.. so so so so sweet the lyric & melody..
wanna share the lyric with u guys...

Cinta Antara Kita
Duta:
sejak dari dulu
ku menyintaimu
kau tahu begitu namun kau berpura
ku masih teringat kau peluk diriku
yg telah membuat ku menyintai mu

sudah berapa lama
diriku ini
tak bertemu mu
mungkin ku harap jua
kau merindu ku
sebagaimanaku rinduimu

Duta:
cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia
ku menyinta dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg....

Baizura Kahar:
setelah kau pergi jauh dari sisi
tiada ku cinta selain dirimu
ku ingin bersama dgnmu selamanya
walaupun sehingga ke akhir nyawa
mungkin kau tak mengerti
maksud ku dulu pada dirimu
kiniku kan menyinta dirimu itu sehingga ke akhir waktu

Baizura Kahar:
cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia
ku menyintai dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg....

Duta:
sudah berapa lama
diriku ini
tak bertemu mu

Baizura Kahar:
mungkin ku harap jua
kau merindu ku
sebagaimanaku rindumu

Duta:
cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia
ku menyinta dirimu

Baizura Kahar:
hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg....

Duta and Baizura Kahar:
cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia
ku menyintai dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg....

Still dont hv appetite rite now.. dunno becoz i'm so excited or malas.. huhu..
but 2day i ate @Mekdi wif my bro..nyum nyum.. spicy fillet of fish tp x rasa pedas pn.. huhu..
k guys.. I need to sleep.. kurang tido nowdays ^^"
Take care..
lilm@fia-@moi

Cant wait (n_n)v

2008-10-09T12:50:00.003+08:00

091008 (1300)
Damn its still hurt.. how he treat me.. it sucks!!
Enuff talking bout him i guess...
Cant wait to be aunty.. yippie!!
i'm too excited i guess.. hehehe..
so so so so so so so excited.. yippie.. doakan semuanya selamat k guys.. amin..
will post again.. nk ujan.. guruh2.. huhu... c ya
lilm@fia-@moi

Its hurt me again.. :(

2008-10-09T03:45:00.004+08:00

091008(0404)
I think i will curse again.. damn.. its suck..!!
I dont like this feeling.. its hurt me again..
I wonder rite now.. should i or shouldnt i like some1 rite now?
Past few weeks n till now i guess i'm not so lucky when i fall in luv.. its hurt me dude.. :~(
I wish i knew which guy will make me cried so i can stay away for him..

Meet my old friend today.. She pregnant rite now n craving sushi..
so company her.. nyum nyum.. not taking proper meal 2day..
just this few days dont hv good appetite ^^"
hope not remain 4 ever or i need to buy new jeans.. ^0^

Like b4 i posting.. i will be aunty soon.. yippie..!!
cant wait to hold Asyraf(my bro)&Nidal(my sis)..
too excited!! too happy!! just wish everything will be fine.. amin..
honestly i cant wait to get married.. :p
wish me find some1 who can accept me for the who i am..

Crying again for men 2day.. are they worth it for my tears?? i bet..
I wish i have strong wall like b4.. so i can stay happy..
I wish i can get over it soon.. amin..
wish me luck..
please dont hurt me anymore guy.. its sucks and its hurt me

regards,
lilm@fia-@moi

Mekdi

2008-10-03T12:10:00.004+08:00

031008 (1211)
My new pic wif pakcik Ronald.. hehee...
going out wif my older bro,my SIL, my younger bro and me..
Lepas g umah sedara then g jumpe pakcik Ronald.. quite full at that time..
Both of my bro x puas hati ngan cashier yg jaga mekdi tu.. x profesional langsung.. selamat xde kertas aduan.. kalo x mmg da buat pn.. huhuhu

As always me amik foldover.. cuma this time makan x abis.. ^^" my younger bro yg tolong abiskan.. huhu.. nk pesan nugget spicy tp already out of stock.. aiyak.. rugi btol..

k la guys.. enuff bout food.. hehhee
will type when i have time..
doakan semoga my sis n my SIL selamat lahirkan baby n diorg selamat.. amin.. cant wait to see my anak sedara.. :)
take care guys..
wanna watch seigi no mikata.. jahat gile akak die.. suke buli adik.. selamat me dl buli my adik sikit je.. hehhehe.. will type bout my buli some other time..
lilm@fia-@moi

Selamat HAri Raya

2008-10-03T10:30:00.004+08:00

031008(1152)
Hi guys.. how's ur raya?? me pepagi raya pegi semayang kat masjid tempat me tinggal..(masjid da di renovate.. mmg luas compare yg dl..) me pegi masjid with my sis n my BIL.. yg adik ngan abg pegi jugak cuma diorg lambat.. jalan kaki je g masjid.. about 5 mins..
da semayang dengar khutbah.. but so sad kite kurang dengar apa yg dicakap... sebab sound system masjid cam rosak.. ^^"
then pas semayang.. makan time.. nyummy.. pastu mintak maaf kat my parents... (byk dosa wei.. huhhuuh..)
then siap2 g nk g umah my aunty..
masa pegi tu 2 keta.. my sis,my BIL,my younger bro n me (1car) n my dad,mom,my bro and my SIL (1car)..
da borak2 ngn aunty&her family.. kteorg pn g pontian..tgh gerak je.. my abang ble bukak emergency signal.. aiyak.. then my bro kua from keta bilang die nk balik.. his wife ngadu perut asyik sakit je.. kire on off la.. (fyi, my sis n my SIL pregnant rite now.. tgh tunggu time je..^^")
then tuka keta balik.. my younger bro teman my bro n my SIL balik.. yg lain go to pontian according the original plan..
short story.. bila my SIL balik ok je perut tu..huhu.. my Asyraf (my anak buah punye nama) buli his parents.. :p
until la raya ke3 ok je perut tu.. cuma kiteorg quite worried becoz raya ke4 nk balik KL takut on d way g KL.. Asyraf nk kua^^"
kalo tgk my sis n my SIL punye aktif.. my sis lagi lasak.. buat apa2 cam x pregnant je.. aiyak..
my bro said de2 jalan cam gangster... hehhee.. jahat tol.. :p
ops b4 i 4get.. i already ok.. da get over it..
kawan biar ramai berkasih biar 1.. wish me luck k.. :)
lupe nk cite.. my shin chan n my old classmates came to my house masa ry pertama.. wah.. 11tahun da x jumpe.. semenye da berjaya.. alhamdulilah..
like b4.. my shin chan mmg kurus cam dl.. hehhe.. wish him happy with his loved.. :)
yg old classmates semenye tinggal near my taman.. tp x tau umah memasing ^^" ada yg 1 tadika.. ye ke? hehe.. xingat btol..
i will put d pic bile dapat from my friend, Zaid.. (Zaid punye muke lain gile.. ^^")
thanks guys sebab datang n thanks for the compliments about my cakes.. the tips n advices for upgrade my business.. hope our friendship remain 4ever.. :) amin..
k guys.. selamat hari raya.. (n_n)v
maaf salah silap sepanjang kite type..
regards,
lilm@fia - @moi

Love Hurts

2008-09-22T01:11:00.004+08:00

220908 (0122)

I found some article and I feel this comment quite interesting..

Mishop, a friend of Min Huei left a comment earlier commenting that true love doesn't have to hurt.

Love doesn't hurt if you're truly in love with someone. If true love hurts, why even bother falling in love? If loving someone and being love means being hurt, then that is not love. God thought us to love because He knew that love would be the most wonderful feeling we can cherish for the rest of our life. The question here is, do you really know how true love feels like? I know a lot of peers at our age often consider their short term flings as 'love'.

Do not hold on to a love that is merely an illusion of your heart. If love is meant to be, it will find its way to you. And true love can never be painful.

-mishop

Is true love not painful? hurm.. i wonder..^^"
Few weeks me jiwa kacau sikit.. I dont like this feeling.. it hurts me a lot.. i wish i can pinjam Doraemon punye pintu masa hadapan.. so i will not feel d pain.. Sometimes i wish i never knew him.. meet only once.. talked quite few times.. chat too.. even know him for a while, he make my world upside down.. until now.. is this love?? or i just miss him? Love sucks or man sucks? :(
For this couple months my heart broken twice.. ah... kalaulah ada something yg ble buat feeling ni go away.. :(
A.. i wish u will find some1 who can cherish u.. and not make u bored..
F.. i wish u happy with ur life.. n thanks for everything..
hurm.. this song for both of u..
Please help me through this feeling.. Its really hurt.. :~(

Galau - Titi DJ

perasaan ini apa namanya
ku takut untuk menyebut apa namanya

bukan karena ku takut salah
tetapi ku takut benar apa yang kurasa

pedih yang menghujam di sanubariku
hancurkan keyakinan yang menjadi kekuatanku

aku jatuh lagi sekali lagi jatuh
untuk sekian kali namun kali ini ku galau

bukan karena ku takut salah
tetapi ku takut benar apa yang kurasa

aku jatuh lagi sekali lagi jatuh
untuk sekian kali namun kali ini ku galau

pedih yang menghujam di sanubariku
hancurkan keyakinan yang menjadi kekuatanku

aku jatuh lagi sekali lagi jatuh
untuk sekian kali namun kali ini aku galau

galau…

Out Of Reach - Gabrielle

Knew the signs
Wasn’t right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool
So confused,
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn’t see
We were never
Meant to be

Catch myself
From despair
I could drown
If I stay here
Keeping busy everyday
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused,
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn’t see
We were never
Meant to be

So much hurt,
So much pain
Takes a while
To regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time,
You’ll be out of my mind
And I’ll be over you

But now I’m
So confused,
My heart’s bruised
Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach,
So far
I never had your heart
Out of reach,
Couldn’t see
We were never
Meant to be

Out of reach,
So far
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There’s a life out there
For me

regards,
lilm@fia - @moi

Latest Jiwa Kacau song ^^"

2008-09-21T23:39:00.004+08:00

210908 (2345)
Hurm.. few songs yg me layan rite now.. semenye lagu jiwa kacau.. aiyak!! makin abislah kek kite buat nnt ^^"

Lirik Samsons - Tak Bisa Memiliki

[*]
Apakah yang engkau cari
Tak kau temukan di hatiku
Apakah yang engkau inginkan
Tak dapat lagi ku penuhi
Begitulah aku
Pahamilah aku

[**]
Mungkin aku tidaklah sempurna
Tetapi hatiku memilikimu sepanjang umurku
Mungkin aku tak bisa memiliki
Dirimu seumur hidupku

Lirik lagu D’Masiv - Cinta Ini Membunuhku

kau membuat kuberantakan
kau membuat ku tak karuan
kau membuat ku tak berdaya
kau menolakku acuhkan diriku

bagaimana caranya untuk
meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
kusadari ku tak sempurna
liriksong.wordpress.com
ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan

[reff]
kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
cinta ini membunuhku

Lirik Lagu Sheila On 7 - Betapa

Seminggu setelah kau pergi
teman silih berganti
menghiburku

berkata semua teratasi
dan terus sembunyi
di balik senyum palsu
ku dengar dirimu
tak sendiri lagi

betapa hancurnya
hati dan jiwaku
*)
setahun setelah kau pergi
liriksong wordpress com
ku masih sembunyi
di balik senyum palsu
ku dengar dirimu
tak sendiri lagi

haaaaa……
betapa hancurnya
haaaaa …..
hati dan jiwaku

na na naaa aahh

setahun setelah kau pergi
liriksong wordpress com
ku masih sembunyi
liriksong.wordpress.com
di balik senyum palsu
ku dengar dirimu
tak sendiri lagi

haaaaa……
betapa hancurnya
haaaaa …..
hati dan jiwaku
betapa hancurnya

tolong bantu aku
melewati semua

Lirik Ku Sendiri: - Aliff Aziz

Ku melihat dikau bersama dia
Sukarnya ku percaya
Apa harus ku lakukan
Sukarnya daku menghadapinya
Dikau jauh dari ku
Pedihnya dalam hatiku

Kenangan yang lalu
Masih bermain dalam ingatanku
Terbayang sentuhan mu
Membuat hati tertanya

(Korus)
Apakah silap dan salahku
Apakah dia yang dicari
Apa yang harus ku lakukan
Untuk kembali di sisimu

Di manakah hilangnya cinta
Yang membara di dalam jiwa
Apakah terpisah akhirnya
Bila ku sunyi ku sendiri

Ku terbayang dan terdengar suaramu
Hanya gurauan senda senyum dan ketawamu
Di manakah akan terus ku layar lara hati ku ini
Masih menahan rasa

Kenangan yang lalu
Masih bermain dalam ingatanku
Terbayang sentuhanmu
Membuat hati tertanya

(Ulang Korus)

Tiada ku duga akhirnya cinta
Apa yang telah terjadi dikau tak kembali
Tinggal ku sendiri
Terpadam api cinta ini

Apakah yang harus ku… huuu..
Membuat hati tertanya..

Long Hair VS Short Hair

2008-09-16T20:19:00.004+08:00

160908 (2020)
This is my latest pic wif my new hair.. ^^
Quite blank rite now.. dunno wut to type with this topic.. hehehe ^^"
Before this my hair quite long.. curly.. lawa xde la.. cute je.. :p
Then after I clashed i made up my mind to cut my hair..
Need some refresh with my hair and build my confident again.. :)
Rebounding.. got layer cut.. and highlight my hair ^^.. will be like Junki hair soon.. hehehe..
Want to watch Wall E with my bro..
Take care guys... and selamat berpuasa.. :)

lilm@fia
-amoi-

Blue Sunday

2008-09-14T05:49:00.003+08:00

140908 (0555)
Suddenly i feel lonely.. like sumthing missing.. :(
looking for my friend but dunno why suddenly he kept quiet.. maybe i had done sumthing which make him hate me..
cant do anything.. just wish him happy in his life..

hurm.. dunno wut to type..
take care guys..
hope i'll be ok ASAP..

lilm@fia
-amoi-

080808

2008-08-11T17:08:00.007+08:00

Long long time ago i wish i can get married with my bf on this day.. the unique date for me.. me love number 8.. hhee.. lucky? not sure but i just like.. unfortunately my wish didnt come true.. regret?? hurm.. nop just sad.. ^^"..
life must go on.. will find other date which is unique.. hehhe..
will continue again.. internet quite slow 2day

c ya guys..
lilm@fia
-amoi

1st Impression

2008-07-26T02:30:00.002+08:00

I guess ur guys 1st impression is.. she want to get married.. coz y.. coz she wearing wedding dress.. am i correct? ^^"

I wish i tested d wedding dress for my own wedding but d wedding dress i tested for my sis in law.. :D

If u guys see some1 who is is selekeh of coz u guys will think that guy is not a proper guy.. including financial..

Wanna story b4 this i met some1 he's smoker and wut can i say on that time i thought in my mind.. He's not my taste.. u know wut.. if Allah said kun fa yakun.. nutting is impossible.. and I had relationship with him.. hehhe.. my ex la..

so guys sometimes wut u dont like is the 1 suitable for u.. and wut u really want is not the 1 for u..

2day i delivered cupc8 at my lost&found fren house.. he's not stayed at there anymore.. i delivered for his anak buah..
I ring the bell but no 1 open the door until i called my fren.. after that his sis meet me.. she said that she thought i'm chinese salesgirl.. hehhe.. thats y she dont go out ^^"

so if u saw some2 who have fierce face x semstinya org die garang..
so hopefully starting 2day my thinking will change.. :)

some1 said to me.. org yg jahat buat jahat.. mmg da confirm jahat..
lagi bahaya org yg muka baik buat jahat.. :) we dunno until kita terkena..

Take care guys!!
lil m@fia - amoi

Miserable

2008-07-13T01:22:00.005+08:00

130708 (0125)

dunno y today my mind thinking bout my x..
miss him.. miss his laughing.. miss his voice.. miss how he treat me.. :~(

its
really hurt me a lot!! ouch..

how i wish 1 year already past.. coz i know i will not remember him that much..
i wish i'm strong enuff..
i wish my relationship not so long so i'm not hurt like this..

if u loved some1 dont give 100% so when something happen with ur relationship, u guys still ok..
if u loved some1 let him/her go.. let them make their choice..
when u love some1 u cant ask for the returner.. u cant force love..
love is not blind but we are..

i read somewhere.. girls do like to release their expression in blog.. is that true??
yeah.. i guess its true ^^"

k guys.. wish me luck..
muacs..
lil m@fia - amoi -

Smoker

2008-07-11T22:05:00.003+08:00

11July08 2258
Hi guys.. me again.. kinda bored so set my mind to post something..
D topic is bout smoker.. I have few friends which i respect them for not smoking in front me.. u know y i hate my friend smoke? becoz i care bout them..
I really hate when i saw bf smoke in front of their gf.. father who smoke in front their children..beside their lovely wife.. for me.. they selfish..
which 1 is selfish? the 1 is not a smoker or the smoker itself?
for me if u guys smoke, plz plz plz dont smoke in front ur loved one.. dont b too selfish..
its kinda funny when boy can smoke but girl cant?? y?? wut d reason? they said becoz girl will pregnant 1 day.. not so nice.. but is that fair when u guys(boy/man) smoke beside ur girl? is that fair?
is that fair u guys smoke in front ur children? or ur baby born?
b4 u smoke think ur loved one.. at least try to less the number of ur cigarette..
dont smoke in front ur loved 1..
wanna tell u guys story which i think d good parents..
Few years ago when i'm working @hotel, i saw couple eating breakfast with their baby.. And then i saw d guy go to other place and i saw him smoke...and the wife taking care of their baby.. after few minutes.. i saw him went back to his wife and then the wife took his husband place.. d spot which his husband smoke.. i saw her smoke.. and her husband take role his wife b4 this.. which is look at their baby.. really respect their action.. even i dont like smoker..

hurm.. my x smoke but not smoke in front me.. when i clashed with him.. my gf(nora) which will give birth soon(mudah²an semua selamat..amin) told me that she like me b4 this.. want to find hubby which is not a smoker.. she found the 1 who is not smoke but dont hv chemistry.. and then she met her hubby.. he is a smoker but she said she enjoy with him.. and dont mind spent her life with him.. thats y she get married with him.. so she said to me that if i want to find bf who is not smoke is kinda hard.. but who know.. maybe i will get married maybe not..
I just hope if i find some1 I hope he will quit smoking 1 day.. i dont want my soulmate leave me 1st.. that wut i thought..
okie guys.. enuff babble bout smoker..
wanna watch j-dorama (Last Friend).. i wish i have truly friend.. n will find my soulmate.. amin.. dont want spent too much time in relationship..
take care guys..
muacss...
lil mafi@ - amoi-

Meet Shin Chan

2008-07-11T01:59:00.005+08:00

29/06/08
On Sunday morning after talked with my ex..
After i cried for a while.. i sat in front pc.. surfing.. check my blog.. owh 4got to tell u guys.. i have small business rite now.. yiipiie.. cupcakes/cakes.. will tell u guys later ^^..
okie back to the topic.. after surfing around dunno y i search my 1st love name.. try his fullname but not so luck.. then try his name.. yippie.. after i had bad news then i have good news.. surf his myspace.. look whether the rite person i search or wut..
b4 this i tried quite few times but dont hv luck on that time.. but Alhamdulilah i found him..
glad he's fine.. fine with his job.. his family.. his life.. his love..
never thought will meet him again..
will tell u guys about him.. hehhe.. my 1st love when i'm in form 2(14years old.. wah.. so young ^^) cant remember how long our relationship.. never have a date.. hehhe.. dunno y?? maybe we still young? huh.. :P
but wut i remember i called him.. he having party @home.. not even asked me.. so kinda frust.. then 1 of my classmate.. he consoled me.. bla bla bla.. then he said he wanna couple me.. so i couple with him... but only for 1 WEEK!! huuhu.. dont have chemistry..
then i guess that how my relationship ending with my 1st love.. ouchh..
never hv a conversation with him anymore.. he's not even look at me.. so i'm kinda sad..but even we not talk i always watch him.. hehhe.. even sometimes i only see his school bag.. ^^..thats enuff for me.. :p.. i wish on that time i can talk with him.. thats y communication is important.. dont ever ever 4get to communicate with ur partner..
now.. after 10 years i meet him in cyber.. never thought never dream i can see his nick again.. :D my dream come true.. hehe.. dont want anything from him.. just wanna wish him to be happy.. :)

so guys if u have dream.. dream.. and wish.. insya-Allah.. :) like me.. ^^
ok next dream is.. :p
wish me luck with my life k guys..
i will be aunty.. 2boys.. my sis n my sis in law.. yippie.. cant wait!! i wish i can hv 1.. err... mooree.. :p
take care guys.. hope i can write again..
i'm waiting for my rainbow after had thunderstorm..
big hug!!
-amoi-

Single Again..

2008-07-11T01:23:00.005+08:00

Loong time no type anything at here.. and long time no pics.. no babble bout Junki.. hehhee..
hi guys.. how're u? hope u guys doing great in this year..
I just had thunderstorm.. my relationship which almost 5 years just end on 29/6/08.. dunno wut happen.. he just bored with me.. ahh.. really a waste time.. :(
after we had soo many memories.. good n bad.. and after we talked about future.. about our family.. this happen to me.. never thought in my mind this is our end..
b4 dis i imagine i can get married on 8/8/08.. i love the combination.. i kinda obsessed with number.. hehe.. b4 this i buy the plat number 8009 same with my sis.. if i want to buy car in d future, i wish i will buy again the number.. ^^
okie.. back to the topic.. dunno whether he have new gf or wut.. i'm really shocked.. cried so many times.. cant be alone for a while.. too many memories.. loved him so much.. but i know we can never become 2gether.. even i hate him for leave me but i know i will forgive him 1day..

after few days we clashed i give him smsed but he's not reply... ahh.. so sad.. i already set in my mind i cant bother him anymore.. he will never come back.. b4 this he told me that his ex-gf loved to spend his money to buy things.. after we clashed i told my bro.. y i cant be like his ex b4.. spent his money.. if he (my ex) leave me at least i got something.. hhuhuuh..
u're lucky "A".. i'm not like ur old ex.. i dont like spent my partner money.. if i want i will get for myself.. unless he want buy for me.. :p

rite now,i already fine.. thanks soo much for my mom,my bro and my family.. and ppl around me.. especially my cyber friend(G2) thanks a lot guys..i dont know whether i can fall in love again or not.. and whether if i fall in love until the end of my life or not..
i dont wish this happen to me again.. wut i need is keep going.. and i will try hard not to believe wut ppl around me said.. i'm so naive sometimes.. believed that all ppl around me is a nice guys.. but who thought the one i trust and the one i loved.. he's the one betrayed me..
just if i meet some1 again.. i hope i'm not spent my time in relationship too long.. i just need commitment..
"A" thanks a lot for ur kindness for all this year.. the time we spent together.. thanks for all the memories.. thanks for everything when i need some1 even rite now u already leave me.. i wish u find some1 better than me..some1 who can fit ur list..
n i hope i will find some1.. if not i dont mind stay single.. as long i can take care of my parents..
muacss.. thanks again guys for ur support..

"dan boleh jadi kamu benci sesuatu akan tetapi ia lebih baik bagi kamu dan boleh jadi kamu kasihi sesuatu akan tetapi ia melarat bagimu. Allah mengetahui tetapi kamu tidak mengetahui.”
(surah Baqarah ayat 216)

-amoi-

Lonely..

2007-11-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

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At my room staring d monitor.. i'm feel lonely..
just being single again after relationship more than 4 years..
damn!! its really hard... :(

but i know there still some1 out there 4 me...
if not.. its still ok.. as long i hv my family..
n i just hope i brave enuff to going through..
wish me luck guys...

take care guys..
just when u love some1, dont love 100%..
n when u hate some1 dont hate 100%..
it will go otherwise...

but even i'm not give 100%.. but still hurt..
already long time not break up.. so it's quite hard 4 me...

i hope if i meet some1, it will last forever.. amin...

kalau dia diciptakan untukky, kau rapatkanlah dia padaku..
jika tidak, kau jauhkanlah dia dariku...

Miss my bLog

2007-10-25T16:34:00.000+08:00

25102007 Thursday (1654)

Psst.. long time no c u guys.. miss my blog.. miss to post.. miss to babble at here...

so ho'w re u guys? i'm fine.. same like b4... still chubby.. hehhhe... so wut i've been doing 4 not posting anything.. hurm...

On August.. my sister get married.. yeah!! finally... sorry 4 not upload her pic's wedding..

AND another 29 days i'll hv sister in law.. my bro will get married on 24/11 at his wife's to be house.. then on 2/12 at my house... i will try upload d ceremony wedding...

i cant follow my mom go to my bro's wife to be house.. my dad not feeling well rite now... but who knows.. i will follow them... long journey to go there.. more than 10 hours. if driing car... but maybe my mom n my bro along with my aunty n her sons, they will take a flight...

Last month b4 hari raya, i'm quie busy with customer's order.. alhamdulillah.. i got quite a lots of order.. insya-Allah next year if i'm still alive (mudah²an.. amin) i will try to organize my time so i can take more orders... psst.... finally i've new hp.. with my own money.. hehhe.. it's not becoz i'm not working b4 or wut.. juz at that time i dont feel i need new hp.. i'm not a up to date type.. i'm just simple girl.. wearing tshirt n jeans.. dunno how to make up.. (bt now i love to put mascara).. hehhehe.. my old hp always hang lately, so thats y i change my hp.. yeah!! sliding.. mp3.. radio.. camera.. just cheap not more than RM900...

okla guys..wanna watch NOW I PRONOUNCE YOU CHUCK & LARRY..so funny..:p i will post again.. c ya.. take care guys..

dont 4get 2 pray and eat on time..(n_n)v

-lil mafi@-

^^

2007-06-24T02:10:00.001+08:00

Beijing (part 3)

2007-05-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

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On the next day we went to Tianmen Square.. i dunno y i wore skirt..heheh... i think mb some screw of my head already loose... :p

but i'm so glad when entered the forbidden city its quite warm.. mb its becoz the palace is surroundings with a lot of buildings

After that we went to Forbidden City.The magnificent Forbidden City is the largest and the best-preserved Imperial Palace complex in the world. It has 9,999 rooms.. wah la.. soo big.. Betty said even d palace is big there is no toilet or bathroom.. ei yuu.. :p

the right picture is love tree.. which the emperor n empress take picture b4 they married.. Betty said whoever couple take pic in front the tree their relationship will last 4ever..

unfortunately i dont hv 1, so i take d tree's pic only.. heehehe.. :p

u see.. flower.. ahahha.. n u see my sign peace? :p...

my mom n her friends.. after few minutes walking.. hehhe... i hold my mom's hand wherever i go... (n_n)v

nyum nyum.. i think is yam.. its quite sweet.. n feel like korean.. hahhaha.. watched k-drama too much.. WARNING!! dont watch k-drama too many.. or u'll b like me.. to much imagine.. :p

me, mom n Betty b4 we went to

airport.. she so cute..:)

telephone booth.. my mom said it look like mandarin orange.. hehhe...

last but not least, me, my mom n stewardess.. i remembered when my age around 17 i wanna b stewardess.. but unfortunately my head easy to feel dizzy so i give up d profession..

if i become stewardess rite now, i think i'll know how to use make-up.. hehhe... nvm.. i'm d simple 1.. n i know how to make up with simple step.. :P

wut can i say bout dis trip.. i'm prefer my trip to Guangzhou compare to Beijing.. the salesgirl quite harsh.. geez.. n they know ur currency.. can u believe my mom's friend can bargain d bag's price from RMB1200 to RMB80?? u see they so clever.. n u must so clever too bargain..

we not having prob with language.. coz many of them know how to use english compare to Guangzhou.. n sometimes ur language too.. wah la.. so tere.. :p

on d way to Malaysia the plane suddenly shaking for few seconds.. erk.. dunno wut to said on dat time.. Alhamdulilah.. nutting happen.. n then my head start to dizzy again..

hurm.. wut to write..

i think i hv to stop now...

sorry 4 my broken grammar.. :P

c ya guys.. n take good care of ur health..

wanna eat durian.. nyum nyum... nitemOrn (n_n)v

Beijing (part 2)

2007-05-23T21:23:00.000+08:00

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hi guys!! no update for few weeks.. geez.. so lazy.. hehhe

well.. i'll try make simple report from my trip to beijing...

dis pic i took around 0530.. compare to Malaysia, 530am it still dark here.. :)

bread 4 my breakfast..love it so much.. it taste like cream cheese.. nyum nyum...

i reached at beijing airport around 0630.. d airport's computer server down for 30minutes.. mb becoz there r too many ppl..wut i can say d airport staff not friendly compare to Guangzhou.. :(

we went 2 bfast at chinese muslim restaurant.. they served nasi lemak.. quite salty but still its taste like nasi lemak just quite plain.. :p

we stayed at Ai Hua Hotel 4 dis trip..

Then tomorrow we go to Great Wall.. i already set my mind to climb until d pit stop on d top at GW.. i thought it's easy..

dis pic taken b4 i start walk to GW..

my mom said to me that she cant walk to d top.. so i told my mom that i'll go by myself... n here my pit stop.. :P u guys see me rite? i already make circle to my pic.. hehhe...

i was afraid with high so.. i cant realise my dream.. uwaaaaaaaa.. n i cant b hero.. hhuhu.. Betty (my tourist guide) said if u can walk at least until the 3rd pit stop u're hero...

u know wut there r old women around 72years old in my group, she walked until the 3rd.. geez.. she already set on her mind.. but i saw many old ppl walked slowly to reach d top.. the weather so windy n cold...

i saw flowers.. dunno whether cherry blossom or wut.. i only saw only dis flower tree in my trip.. n only pink color.. beijing just hv d spring season n when my trip its already windy...

me n my mom.. dunno wut d word say.. hehhe.. :p its quite frustrated coz i dont hv many pictures taken with my mom..

then we went to summer palace.. u will surprise when u come to this palace.. there a lots of rocks.. on Ming Dynasty the emperor loved to collect rocks..

Pair of lions are often seen outside of Chinese buildings. This one is a male. How can you tell? It is because his foot is on a ball that symbolizes either man's power over the world or that men always want to play ball! n the female lion always has her foot on a small baby.

Psst.. da lion quite scary.. (n_~)

d left pic is d profile bout d right picture.. d stone's name is Blue Iris Stone (Qingzhi Xiu) aka Stone of the Wastrel..This is the largest stone decoration in any Chinese garden.. the stone make the emperor become bankruptcy.. coz to moved the stone it takes a lot money to spent.. n Betty said who take pic with this stone it will make some1 hv financial difficulties... n Lim (my other tourist guide) said but if u already no hv money it'll b other round.. hehe.. but i know it was joke

i'm not take any photo of blue iris stone.. i copy d pic from other web.. huhhu.. dunno y... quite scary if some bad happen.. but.. as long we work hard, insya-Allah nutting happen... :)

continue to part 3.. (n_n)v

Yusuf Islam aka Cat Stevens

2007-05-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

01052007 (2215)

2day i like to post bout Yusuf Islam aka Cat Stevens.. i watched his bio in tv bout last year.. i like his voice.. so gentle.. :)

Yusuf Islam (born Steven Demetre Georgiou on 21 July 1948 in London) performed as Cat Stevens from 1966 to 1978. He is an English musician, singer-songwriter, educator, philanthropist and prominent convert to Islam.

Under the name Cat Stevens he has sold over 60 million albums around the world since the late 1960s. His albums Tea for the Tillerman and Teaser and the Firecat were both certified by the RIAA as having achieved Triple Platinum status in the United States (three million sales each); his album Catch Bull at Four sold half a million copies in the first two weeks of release and was Billboard's number-one LP for three consecutive weeks. His songwriting has also earned him two ASCAP songwriting awards (for "The First Cut Is the Deepest," which has been a hit single for four different artists.)

At the height of his fame, Stevens decided to become a convert to Islam in 1977 and in 1978 adopted the name Yusuf Islam, leaving his music career to devote himself to educational and philanthropic causes in the Muslim community. In 2006 he returned to pop music, with his first album of new pop songs in 28 years, entitled An Other Cup. He has been given several awards for his work in promoting peace in the world, including the 2004 Man for Peace award and the 2007 Mediterranean Prize for Peace. He lives with his wife, Fauzia Mubarak Ali and five children in London and spends part of each year in Dubai.

Early life (1948 - 1965)

Steven Georgiou was the third child of a Greek-Cypriot father (Stavros Georgiou) and a Swedish mother (Ingrid Wickman). The family lived above Moulin Rouge, the restaurant that his parents operated on Shaftesbury Avenue, a few steps from Piccadilly Circus in the Soho area of London. His whole family worked in the restaurant.

Although his father was Greek Orthodox and his mother a Baptist, Steven was sent to a Catholic school, St. Joseph Roman Catholic Primary School in Macklin Street.
When Steven was about eight years old, his parents divorced, but both continued to run the restaurant and live above it. At age 12, Steven, who already played piano, began to play guitar and write songs. A few years later his mother returned with him to Gävle, Sweden, where he started developing his drawing skills, influenced by his uncle Hugo, a painter.

At age 16, he left school and was accepted, then later dismissed from, Hammersmith Art School. Although he enjoyed art — his later record albums would feature his original artwork on the covers — Steven wanted to establish a musical career. It was during this period he was first influenced by folk music.

Musical Career (1966 - 1978)

He began to perform his songs in coffee houses and pubs. Thinking that his Greek name might not be memorable as a stage name - "I couldn't imagine anyone going to the record store and asking for that Stephen Demetre Georgiou album. And in England, and I was sure in America, they loved animals."- he started calling himself Cat Stevens, reportedly chosen because a girlfriend said he had eyes like a cat.

In 1966, at age 18, he impressed manager/producer Mike Hurst (formerly of British vocal group The Springfields) with his songs and Hurst arranged for him to record a demo and then helped him get a record deal; the first singles, "I Love My Dog" and "Matthew and Son" (the title song from his debut album, released in the beginning of 1967) reached Britain's Top 10, and the album Matthew and Son itself began charting.

Over the next two years, Stevens recorded and toured - with artists ranging from Jimi Hendrix to Engelbert Humperdinck - and Cat Stevens was considered a teen pop sensation, placing several single releases in the British pop music charts. Some of that success was attributed to the pirate radio station Wonderful Radio London which played his records. (In August 1967, he went on the air with other recording artists who had benefited from the pirate station to mourn its closure.)

His December 1967 album New Masters failed to chart in the United Kingdom; but the album is now most notable for his song "The First Cut Is the Deepest" which has become an international hit for P.P. Arnold, Rod Stewart and Sheryl Crow, and has won several song-writing awards.
Stevens was living a fast-moving pop-star life and in early 1968 at the age of nineteen, he became very ill with tuberculosis. During several months in the hospital and a year of convalescence, Stevens began to question aspects of his life, took up meditation, read about other religions and became a vegetarian.

In that time, as part of his spiritual awakening and questioning, he wrote as many as 40 songs which were much more introspective than his previous work. Many of those songs were to appear on his albums in years to come.

Conversion to Islam

When Stevens nearly drowned in an accident in Malibu in 1975, he reports having pleaded with God to save him. Stevens described the event in a VH1 interview some years later: "I suddenly held myself and I said, 'Oh God! If you save me, I'll work for you.'" The near-death experience intensified his long-held quest for spiritual truth. He had looked into Buddhism "Zen and I Ching, numerology, tarot cards and astrology",but when his brother David gave him a copy of the Qur'an, Stevens began to find peace with himself and began his transition to Islam.

He formally converted to the Islamic faith in 1977 and took the name Yusuf Islam in 1978, saying that he "always loved the name Joseph" and was particularly drawn to the story of Joseph in the Qur'an.
He made his last musical appearance at The Year of The Child concert in Wembley Stadium, on November 22, 1979.

An Other Cup (2006)

In March 2006, Billboard magazine reported Yusuf Islam had finished recording his first all new pop album since 1978. The album, An Other Cup, was released internationally in November 2006 on his own label, Ya Records (distributed by Polydor Records in the UK and internationally by Atlantic Records) — the 40th anniversary of his first album, Matthew and Son. A single was simultaneously released from the album, called "Heaven/Where True Love Goes".

The album was produced with Rick Nowels, who has worked with Dido and Rod Stewart and the artist is listed as "Yusuf", with a cover label identifying him as "the artist formerly known as Cat Stevens". The artwork on the album is credited to Yoriyos. Yusuf Islam wrote all of the songs except "Don't Let Me Be Misunderstood", and recorded it in both the United States and the United Kingdom.

Speaking about the album, David Joseph, co-president of Polydor, said: "Yusuf is one of the most unique artists the UK has ever produced. The new album is sensational and will prove to be one of the biggest musical highlights of the year. His voice and melody are totally timeless."

Yusuf is actively promoting this album, appearing on radio and television and in print interviews. He was interviewed by the BBC in November 2006 and is quoted as saying, "It's me, so it's going to sound like that of course ... This is the real thing." ... "When my son brought the guitar back into the house, you know, that was the turning point. It opened a flood of, of new ideas and music which I think a lot of people would connect with."

Asked in a November 2006 Billboard magazine interview about why the artist is credited as "Yusuf" rather than "Yusuf Islam", he said, "Because 'Islam' doesn't have to be sloganized. The second name is like the official tag, but you call a friend by their first name. It's more intimate, and to me that's the message of this record."

As for why the sleeve says "the artist formerly known as Cat Stevens", he responded, "That's the tag with which most people are familiar; for recognition purposes I'm not averse to that. For a lot of people, it reminds them of something they want to hold on to. That name is part of my history and a lot of the things I dreamt about as Cat Stevens have come true as Yusuf Islam."

And speaking on CBS Sunday Morning in December 2006, Yusuf Islam said, "You know, the cup is there to be filled... with whatever you want to fill it with. For those people looking for Cat Stevens, they'll probably find him in this record. If you want to find Yusuf, go a bit deeper, you'll find him."

On the 29th of April 2007, BBC1 broadcast a unique concert given at the Porchester Hall by Yusuf as part of BBC Sessions, his first live performance in London in 28 years (the last being the UNICEF Year of the Child concert in 1979.)

Awards

Cat Stevens was nominated to be inducted into the Rock and Roll Hall of Fame in 2005, but not voted in.

-On 10 November 2004, Yusuf Islam was presented with a Man for Peace award by the private foundation of former USSR president Mikhail Gorbachev, for his 'dedication to promote peace, the reconciliation of people and to condemn terrorism'; the ceremony was held in Rome, Italy and attended by five Nobel Peace Prize laureates.

-A year later, on 4 November 2005, he was awarded an honorary doctorate by the University of Gloucestershire for services to education and humanitarian relief.

- In October 2003 he received the World Social Award for "humanitarian relief work helping children and victims of war".

- On 20 October 2005, Yusuf Islam was named ASCAP's Songwriter of the Year and received Song of the Year honours for "The First Cut Is the Deepest", at a special presentation in London. At the ceremony, The American Society of Composers, Authors and Publishers (ASCAP) honoured the top British writer and publisher members of the UK's Performing Rights Society.

- On 11 October 2006, Yusuf Islam was named Songwriter of the Year for the second year running and received another award for the same song "The First Cut Is the Deepest".

- On 4 January 2007, Yusuf Islam was awarded the Mediterranean Prize for Peace in Naples, Italy. He received the award "as a result of the work he has done to increase peace in the world".

On 25 March 2007, he received the German ECHO "special award for life achievements as musician and ambassador between cultures" in Berlin

credit to wikipedia

when i watched bout him during the interview, he said that when he was teenage, he involved with drugs..woman.. n all lot bad stuff... when u popular sometimes u cant control urself..

but after he convert he changed to different person.. from bad to better person.. Alhamdulilah.. hopefully a lot peoples will follow his step.. amin.. :)

hopefully u guys enjoy during reading bout Yusuf Islam... :)

sweet dreams guys... (>.<)

i'll post bout my trip some other time..

nitemOrn guys...

Journey to Beijing (part 1)

2007-04-25T22:55:00.000+08:00

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it's been more than 1 week i'm not posting anything.. i just back from Beijing, China follow AVOn trip with my mum...

i'll tell few stories during the journey.. but not rite now... quite lazy.. hehehe...

my ticket to Beijing.. i just realize all my pics dont hv date.. aisey... :(

i got sit beside d window.. i love to travel but sometimes i dont like to taking a plane.. my head easy to feel dizzy.. 4this trip i brought oinment n a lot of sweet.. i'm afraid i will vomit like last year the trip to Guangzhou.. huhuhuhu.. :p

i'll continue again.. c ya guys.. (n_n)v nitemOrn!

Bday Boy My Dear Junki

2007-04-17T12:04:00.000+08:00

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Happy bIrthday 2 u..
happy birthday 2 u..
happy birthday to my dear Junki..
Happy birthday 2 u..

hopefully wut ur wish n dreams will come true my dear.. :)
keep a good work in ur act n singing...
cant wait to watch ur new drama...
dont 4get 2 eat on time... dnt smoking too much (i hate it!! )
dont drink too much (i hate too!!)
hope u'll get enuff rest...

few days quite tired.. mb too much work.. erk.. wut i do??
hehhe.. mb too HARDWorking.. hhhaha...
cant watch Dal Ja last nite.. my dvd player got prob...
geez.. hv to wait to watch again...

well guys.. take care!! eat on time...
dont drink caffein too much..
i already addict too mocha (Starbucks) nyum nyum... slurrrpppp... :p
hope u guys dream will come true n mine too.. :) amin...

c ya guys.. hopefully i can continue posting..

Assalamualaikum.. (n_n)v

200 Pounds Beauty/secret Of The Beauty

2007-04-12T15:38:00.000+08:00

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Hanna is a lip sync vocalist for Ami, the famous Korean pop singer. Even though she is always ignored because of her appearance, she has been a bright and lighthearted girl until Amy humiliates her in front of Sang-jun, her secret love. At last she makes a decision of a lifetime to have plastic surgery all over her body

4me is a great story.. even some of u guys will Q bout this movie...wut the story wanna tell u.. is having plastic surgery is normal? do u guys still prefer if u partner had this kind of operation??

if u guys want to dload this movie u can go this link

http://www.midoyo.net/index.php?topic=1284.0

and the OST.. just 2 song i like most.. :) i hv another song i like but my speed connection quite slow.. mb some other time i'll post the 3rd song "maria"

01 Beautiful Girl.mp3

02.mp3

"God is the only 1 who can do everything..
We humans do what we're capable of"

take care guys..
currently watching Dal Ja's Spring..
I'll post bout this drama other time k..
nite².. (n_n)v

BLuR (@_@)

2007-04-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

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junki had moustache :p..

but this pic quite old.. when his FM...

dunno wut to write.. blur 2day..

just now watched the dance floor for 5 mins (my mood already gone when SFB voted out)... the group i dont like already been eliminated.. honestly i like them.. cute girl.. their dance quite good compare 2 me.. (in my dream.. hehhehe)

just they're not creative compare to other groups n they still not voted out.. geez.. i wish SFB not voted out :((

finished babble bout them.. :)

this few days quite tired.. (wut i do? hehhe.. )

hopefully my plan going smoothly.. amin..

next week i cant post anything.. :~(

so hope u guys will miss me.. heheh

well my friends.. take care!!

thanks 4 coming to my blog.. n read my broken grammar words... hehhe

nitemOrn guys!!

junki... miss u.. (n_n)v

Styles From Beyond

2007-04-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

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uwaaaaaaa... 2nite so sad.... poor my lovely group been voted out!!
bdw they are competitor at the dance floor singapore competition..

the 2nd time they're at the bottom 3 and then they have voted out..
geez.. y other group still remain? mb their voters sooooooo rich...

the last perform is asian dance n all the judges said they are the best group..
uwaaaaaaa... too emo 2nite!! 2weeks ago break dance crew also voted out...

another hip hop group.. no mood to watch the dance floor anymore..
after this cant watch SFB perform.. they r so creative...

4 u guys to watch their performance..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWvM1fUHDR4

good luck SFB in future... (n_n)v amin...

Save The Last Dance 4 Me

2007-04-03T16:53:00.000+08:00

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Eugene's "My Dream" ringtone

Nokia (tempo 125)
8a1 4a1 4a2 4.a2 8d2 4.#c2 8d2 2.a2 8d2 8#f2 8a2 4#c3 8d3 4b2 4#c3 2a2 8- 8d2 8#c2 8d2 4#c3 8b2 4.a2 8g2 4.a2 8b2 4.d2 8e2 8#f2 4b2 8#f2 4.e2 8d2 2e2 4#c2 4b1 4a1 8a1 4.a2 8d2 4#c2 2a2 8d2 8#f2 8a2 4#c3 8d3 4b2 4#c3 2a2 4- 8#f2 4#a2 8b2 4.#c3 8#f2 1d3 4- 2.d2 8a1 8d2 8e2 8#f2 4.e2 8d2 2d2

68 69 6* (6) 28 (1)#9 28 (6)99 288 4# 6 1#*9 28 7**9 1#* 6**9 088 288 1# 2 1#*9 7**8 (6)9 58 (6)9 78 (2)9 38 4# 79 4#8 (3)9 28 399 1#8 7** 6 68 (6)*9 28 1#9 69 288 4# 6 1#*9 28 7**9 1#* 6**9 08 4#88 6#9 78 (1)#*9 4#**8 2*999 088 (2)**8 6**88 2* 3 4# (3)9 28 299

(credit to LovelyGirl at soompi)

2days ago finished watch this drama.. same actor who act in All In beside Song Hye Kyo.. in this drama he look more cute.. ehhehe.. but can't compare with my Junki la.. (hhahhaha.. :p)

Hyeon-woo... is the son of the chairman of a big corporation, Global Group. However, against his father's expectations, Hyeon-woo prefers to live the lifestyle as a photography student. He dislikes his father a lot. Hyeon-woo was brought up in a strict environment and did whatever his father told him to do. When he finally found something (photography) that he liked, his father ordered him to make a good image for himself so that he can take over the firm in the future.

He rebels against his father's wishes at a dinner table with his fiancee to be, Soo-jin, her parents, and Hyeon-woo's parents. He embarasses his father by asking Soo-jin's parents that would they accept a son-in-law that has no interest in taking over his father's firm, but being a photographer. Soo-jin's parents wanted to tie the knot between Soo-jin and Hyeon-woo mainly because of the support Soo-jin's family and Hyeon-woo's family would give each other. Soo-jin's father is a shareholder of Hyeon-woo's company.

Eun-soo... is left with the memoryless Hyeon-woo whom she names Chang-ho since he doesn't even remember his name. A year has passed since the incident and Hyeon-woo starts to adapt to his new life. His memory still hasn't come back, but he enjoys being with Eun-soo and her father at the Dreaming Forest. He and Eun-soo get along real well, playing jokes on each other and all.

However, a man pays a visit and tries to convince Eun-soo's father to sell the house so that the contracting company can set up their ground on top of the land in which the house was built on. However, Eun-soo had made a promise with her deceased mother that she wouldn't sell the house no matter what. Eun-soo and Chang-ho start developing feelings for one another and get engaged. Eun-soo's dad dies. The next day, some thugs try to kill Chang-ho but he suddenly remembers his real identity, Hyeun-woo and leaves the house.

Eun-soo returns to see that Chang-ho has left her. Hyeun-woo takes over their company. after a time, Eun-soo goes to find work at the Global Company. she sees Chang-ho and wonders why everyone calls him Hyeun-woo.

(source : Soompi)

a year later.. one year late.. n one year later.. hehhe..
but what can i said bout this drama.. hurm.. this drama is worth to watch.. quite sad sometimes.. dunno how they can cried a lot.. in front camera.. in front many crews... geez.. they are superb.. like Junki cried alot in My Girl.. poor Junki..

i like d house.. cant imagine when spring season..

geez.. love to see flower when springtime.. ^^;

like d Ost too..
this song u guys can dload.. Give My Love (Korean version) by Soo Ho Sung

ww.mediafire.com/?0yynnmvmqdz

if u guys still not watch this drama.. i recommend u guys to dload..

weLL.. take care guys..

thanks 4 support me all this time..

Save the last dance 4 me, wiLL u? (n_n)v

My Dreams (part 1)

2007-04-02T19:05:00.000+08:00

020407 (1944)

I have a dream.. - Westlife

I have a dream, a song to sing

To help me cope with anything

If you see the wonder of a fairy tale

You can take the future even if you fail

I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a fantasy
To help me through reality
And my destination makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness still another mile

I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

I have a dream, a song to sing
To help me cope with anything
If you see the wonder of a fairy tale
You can take the future even if you fail

I believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream
I'll cross the stream - I have a dream

i believe that all people in this world hv dreams.. whether want to b rich.. want to have happy family..

For me.. my dreams.. erm.. World peace (n_n)v no more wars.. no more fightings.. i wish..

another dream.. i hope my family happy.. i hope i'll get caring hubby.. hope he'll be the 1st n d last 4me.. :) wish me luck k.. (still got application form.. :p) hehhee..

i hope i can travel any place which hv spring season...

love d scenery so much..

oh b4 i 4get.. wish meet junki.. hehehe.. :p

geez.. dunno wut to write.. feel lazy 2day.. huhu.. quite bored.. my younger bro already back to his uni.. poor sis..

but it's ok.. junki company me.. hhehhee.. (in my dream.. :p)

well my friends, hopefully ur guys dream come true one day.. n hopefully mine too

take care!! (n_n)v

Buddy

2007-04-02T17:23:00.000+08:00

020407 (1823)

We Used To Be Friends - The Dandy Warhols

A long time ago,

we used to be friends

But I haven't thought of you lately at all

If ever again, a greeting I send to you,

Short and sweet to the soul I intend.

A, ah-ahh-ahh-ahh

Come on now, honey,

Bring it on, bring it on, yeah.

Just remember me when you're good to go

Come on now, sugar,

Bring it on, bring it on, yeah.

Just remember me when.

It's something I said, or someone I know.

Or you called me up, maybe I wasn't home.

Now everybody needs some time,

And everybody knows
The rest of it's fine

And everybody knows that.

Come on now, sugar,

Bring it on, bring it on, yeah.

Just remember me when you're good to go
Come on now, honey,

Bring it on, bring it on, yeah.

Just remember me when.

We used to be friends a long time ago.

We used to be friends, hey hey

A, ah-ahh-ahh-ahh

A long time ago, we used to be friends

But I haven't thought of you lately at all

If ever again, a greeting I send to you,

Short and sweet to the soul I intend.

What is buddy? It' same with bestfriend..

Until now i'm only have 2 buddies.. but rite now not anymore..

diff sex.. dunno y i'm comfortable with guys.. :p

i regard them as my buddies only not my couple :)

1st.. i knowed him at college..same age with me.. diff course

but it's not a prob to build our friendship..

even we diff course, he and i knowed where we each other.. even his friend asked me bout him when they not find him.. :)

geez.. u see how closed we are..

then... our friendship became sour when 'something' happen n until now we never see each other..

but we still friends just our friendship never same again..

last i know he already engaged.. wish him luck.. :)

2nd i knowed him from net.. 3 years our friendship then we met for the 1st time..

as far i concerned, only 3 times we met

same as b4.. i also cared bout him..

i cared bout our friendship.. even my family know but our friendship..

wut his bad habit is when he couple, he never contact me...

he said that he dont want to hurt his gf..

geez.. wth he think i am??

but when he clashed i still accept him again..

after the 3rd time he make me like idiot then i realised..

my mom even warned me.. dont contact him again...

who my friends.. who i met my mom knows..

n even sometimes my prob.. coz of that she dont want to watch me sad again..

last year on Nov he get married..

few weeks ago he sent an email..i think he want to b friend with me again

well.. i already let him go long time ago n i'll never accept him..

i read somewhere..

if u in a relationship/friendship dont ask 4 anything in return..

if u give present, dont expect 4 the returner..

but wut can i say.. if only u the one who always know bout him/her.. only u who treasure the relation/friend SHIP n he/she still treat u like an idiot..

then u know wut u should do it.. bye bye la.. (N-sync) :p

ur friendship/relationship will not last long IF only 1 party took effort

i hope u guys wont b like me.. :)

sometimes i feel i'll b like b4.. i'm treasure my friendship..

mb coz of that some of my friends take for granted..

i'm not a perfect friend but i want b the best 4 my friends..

Lately i kept thinking bout my X buddies.. dunno y.. mb hv a lot spare time.. :p

"A long time ago we used to be friends"..

So i hope u guys treasure ur friendship/relationship k..

"no matter wut i'll stay beside u.. junki (n_~)v "

p/s: picture credit to seirin.. :)

Bf's pillow

2007-03-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

270307 (2048)

how i wish when i wake up junki beside me.. hehhee...

miss him .. mb junki spread his virus too much to me.. :p

how i wish when i go to sleep junki beside me.. hahha.. (in my dream.. ^^,)

well.. i hope 1 day i will buy bf's pillow...

geez.. i can hug d pillow all i want.. hhuhuh...

how i wish the bf's pillow is junki's pillow with his face on the top (like in Goong) :p

i think 2day some screw in my head loose or wut..

weird babble 2day.. make sure dont b like me.. :P

well guys, take care of urself k..

eat on time!!

muacss (n_n)v nitemOrn!!

Bad Day

2007-03-26T22:51:00.000+08:00

260307 (2300)

straight 3 days i had a bad day.. huhu..
1st day.. i take a cab then lost when i want to go to 'other place'
2nd day.. when i overslept.. geez.. dunt have much time too sleep.. then lost again on d way to 'other place'.. huhuhuh
3rd day i take bus n the bus broken.. then i had to change bus... (dunno wut 2 said bout my luck.. (0_0)

happy birthday 4 my lovely sis on 24/3.. tomorrow she will climb mount kinabalu, Sabah..
wish her luck k..

soooo lazy to think... :p
take care guys..

i miss junki.. huhuhu.. (n_n)v

210307

2007-03-21T23:03:00.000+08:00

21/03/2007 (2336)

Tonite quiet bored 4 me...
dunno y.. mb some screw at my head loose or wut... (_o_)
n i dont know wut to type..

hurm... lonely.. i'm Miss (change d word.. :p) lonely...
hopefully tomorrow i'll b ok..
give me ur support k..

nitemOrn!! (n_~)

Guangzhou China (part 2 END)

2007-03-20T20:23:00.000+08:00

20/03/2007 (2041)

this pic taken when we visit the 1st mosque in China (.Huaisheng Mosque ).Built in 627, during the Tang Dynasty (618-907 )

inside d mosque

my mom in front Sun Yat-sen Memorial Hall

what can i say bout this trip?? hurm... 1stly i can see artist (Erra & Umie) face 2 face with me.. yeah.. they so gorgeous.. how i wish i can meet junki face 2 face.. :p

2ndly when my mom's friend thought my mom n i is just room mate.. hehe... cant 4get when shopping i've to hold my mom hand.. if not, my mom will calling my name... even i just in front of her.. she just say that my face look like ppl in china.. huhu..

uuwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. :~( my post missing.. 4get 2 save.. )

3rdly when i saw how hardworking they are..even when raining they still sell their fruits.. they just sit at the roadside.. i even saw old ppl worked too.. then i realised how lucky i am.. Alhamdulilah..

i dont know how to speak mandarin.. so u can imagine how i speak to them.. hehe.. how we want to bargain.. the funny is they speak chinese with me n then i told my mom wut i think they tried to say.. hehe.. so guys if u want to travel, n u have time,it;s better 4 u guys try to learn their language.. (i'm so lazy.. :p)
hopefully i can master 1 day.. (n_n)v

The Five-Ram Sculpture is one of the most famous structures in Guangzhou. It has become the emblem of Guangzhou City. Legend has it that more than 2,000 years ago, Guangzhou was a barren land with people who despite hard work were suffering from famine. One day five immortals in five-color garments came riding on five rams, playing their legendary music. The rams held sheaves of rice in their mouths. The immortals left the sheaves of rice for the Guangzhou people, gave blessings to the city and left. The rams turned into stone and the city of Guangzhou became a rich and populous place. Guangzhou got the name of the City of Rams and the City of Ears

(psst.. i'm copy n paste.. :p )

u see this artwork? so creative this ppl.. i cant imagine how much time they had to spent to make this artwork.. how patient..

what can i say, they put so much effort doing this artwork n of course i'm really grateful to see this artwork..

outside view at hotel where we stayed..

i had take pic view at nite but the flash of my camera so the background just dark only.. cannot see the boat.. cannot see the lights at there..

this pic's food (dunno the name :p) i took at hotel where i'm stayed.. the taste same like Malay dessert (dunno the 'kuih' name in Malay also.. :p)

wut can i say, i like d food at there.. n i saw many ppl eating just standing or sitting w/out chair in front of food stall..

even there r many food place but it's difficult to see Halal food.. just Mamak shop only..

u guys know who's pic in this banner?

my friend addict with Jang Nara.. so this pic 4 his ole² (souvenier) :p

me at airport b4 flying back to Malaysia

c u guys..
i will take more pictures if i go to any country except Spore.. ehehhe.. i just go to Spore if my mom ask my help only.. :)

i wish i can go to Korea/Japan or any countries which have winter n springtime summer.. just simple wish.. hehe.. hopefully 1 day.. wish me luck k...

psst.. my other wish to meet junki.. hehehhe..
hope u guys enjoy reading my trip.. even with broken grammar.. :P
take care guys!! (n_~)v

At Last - MP3

2007-03-20T18:57:00.000+08:00

20/03/2007 1914

At last i know how to insert mp3 at my blog..

i will try to + as many as i can..

well i hope u guys will like it.. :)

n not 4get junki song.. hehhe..

well guys, take care!!

i think i already reduce my weight.. just grams only.. huhuhu..

c ya!! hope u guys will support me no matter wut i do..

muacss.. (n_n)v

Weight..

2007-03-17T20:23:00.000+08:00

17/03/2007 2028

Yesterday I just aware that I look more chubby.. (how come i didnt notice??) mb i'm not look at mirror long enuff ? huh... :p

I gained weight mb around 3kg.. erk.. honestly my weight rite now quite normal with my height around 169cm.. but.. hv u guys see Olive in Popeye? then u know y i'm worried when i gain my weight.. huhuhu..

if u noticed, junki also quite chubby.. heheh... mb he eat a lot at Japan? who knows.. with short hair rite now i'm prefer junki long hair.. nvm.. hope when he have fan meeting this year i will see different style hair of him.. mb highlight like last fan meeting in Korea.. just now watch the interview Junki at Japan.. last week he perform at fan meeting in Japan.. lucky them!! i wonder if he want to come here.. huhuh..

start from now no more chocolate.. bye cadbury!! bye kitkat!! n no more chocolate sundae.. try to avoid this 2... hopefully i will lost weight in 1month... this body seem heavy 4 me.. :p

got to go.. want 2 watch my sister in law is 19.. lucky me to find this website to dload this drama.. sorry 4 my broken grammar.. hehhehe long time no practise..

muacsss junki (n_n)v

Sumayyah

2007-03-09T18:30:00.000+08:00

Love this song so much..

Dalam diri selembut sutera
Kau memiliki iman yang teguh
Kau nyalakan obor agama dirimu bak lentera
dibelengu jahiliah kau tempuh dengan berani
Walau pun jasadmu milik tuan
Tetapi hatimu milik Tuhan

Padang pasir menjadi saksi
ketabahan keluarga itu
Tika suami dan anak dibaring mengadap mentari
Disuruh memilih iman atau kekufuran
Samar jahiliah atau sinaran akidah

( korus ) Sabarlah keluarga Yasir
Bagimu syurga disana
Dan kau pun tega memilih syurga
Walau terpaksa mengorban nyawa
Lalu tombak yang tajam menikam
jasadmu yang tiada bermaya

Namun iman didadamu sedikit tidak berubah
Darahmu menjadi sumbu pelita iman
Sumaiyah kaulah lambang wanita solehah
Tangan yang disangka lembut menghayun buaian
Mengoncang dunia mencipta sejarah

Sumaiyah kau dibunuh didunia sementara
Untuk hidup disyurga yang selama-lamanya
Kaulah wanita terbaik, sebaik manusia
Namamu tetap menjadi sejarah

http://www.mediafire.com/1g3lyyyyyzu

Bayangkan pada zaman jahiliah peristiwa ni berlaku..
betapa istimewanya wanita bernama Sumayyah dan tingginya iman kepada Allah..
just wanna share..
mudah²an kita semua lebih beriman kepada Allah dan mengamalkan ajaran Islam..
c ya guys!!

kuluk kuluk.. :p

Fatamorgana

2007-03-09T17:47:00.000+08:00

Fatamorgana - Hijjaz

Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan
Syarat bahagia di dunia
Akhirat kekal selamanya pada Allah

( korus ) Sudah menjadi lumrah kehidupan di dunia
Cabaran dan dugaan mendewasakan usia
Rintangan dilalui tambah pengalaman diri
Sudah sunnah ketetapan Ilahi

Deras arus dunia menghanyutkan yang terleka
Indah fatamorgana melalaikan menipu daya
Dikejar dicintai bak bayangan tak bertepi
Tiada sudahnya dunia yang dicari

Begitu indah dunia siapa pun kan tergoda
Harta, pangkat dan wanita melemahkan jiwa
Tanpa iman dalam hati kita kan dikuasai
Syaitan nafsu dalam diri musuh yang tersembunyi
Pulanglah kepada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan
Keimanan ketakwaan kepadanya senjata utama

( ulang dari korus ) Sabar menempuh jalan tetapkan iman di hati
Yakinkan janji Tuhan syurga yang sedia menanti
Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba
Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia
Imanlah penyelamat dunia penuh pancaroba
Hidup akhirat kita kekal bahagia

Pulanglah pada Tuhan cahaya kehidupan
Syarat bahagia di dunia
Akhirat kekal selamanya pada Allah
Allah

bayangkan zaman skang dah nampk bende ni seme.. harta pangkat dn wanita..
kalo terlalu mengejar harta dan pangkat dan alpa terhadap ajaran agama, harta yg ada takkan menenangkn jiwa..
dan jika mengejar wanita yg membawa ke arah keburukan, apa yg dpt?
sebab tu kalo nk cari pasangan cari yg 4:

1.) keturunan
2.) kecantikan
3.) harta
4.) agama

dan yang paling penting ialah pegangan agama dlm soal memilih jodoh.. kalo seblm ni pasangan memang jenis jahat dan kemudiannya bertaubat, berilah peluang kerana manusia boleh berubah bila² masa.. kalo ada antara kita, sahabat kita yang jauh menyimpang, tegurlah dia, doakan semoga dia berubah

me bg cth zaman para sahabat cthnya Khalifah Umar, sebelm beliau memeluk Islam, beliau adalah seorang pembunuh, meminum arak dan sebagainya yang terkenal dengan kejahatannya. Namun setelah beliau bertaubat dan mengamalkan Islam yang sebenar, maka beliau adalah insan yang paling mulia dan diampunkn Allah segala dosanya.

mudah²an kita semua diberkati Allah.. amin :)

Guangzhou China (part 1)

2007-03-07T23:02:00.000+08:00

080307 (0002)

Dah masuk March.. lama da x ngomel kat blog..

Kali ni nk cite psal Guangzhou China..bukn thn ni pegi tp thn lepas.. baru nk cite.. huhuu.. kalo ada anak, anak da ble merangkak pn.. :p

btolak pg n smpai lewat thari.. xsilap 5 hours duk dalm plane.. dpt tepi tingkap.. hehhe.. siap pening pale + muntah.. perut kosong kot ms tu..

ni airport Guangzhou China.. macam KLIA pn ada.. :)

teka kt sebelah ni pe? booth telephone.. look funny rite? cam alien pn ada.. :p

sebab da lama da pegi Guangzhou so xingat la sgt.. xtau apa nk cite.. tp kt sana memang susah.. kat sana memang senang nmpk org bwk brg dengan moto/basikal.. barang kalo sikit² tp brg die tinggi menggunung.. ms on d way balik mesia, me nmpk ada satu apek tu barang die terjatuh kebelakang mb sebab brg berat kot so basikal die pn ternaik ke atas.. sian btol..

kt sana org jinjing jual barang memang biasa pemandangannya.. bila tgk camtu kesian pn ada.. me rasa cam kat indonesia gak kot..

ms turun k/terbang dr KL-Guangzhou kene lalu security then ada anjing lalu ngan pengawal keselamatan.. terkejut me bile die dekat ngan beg me.. rupanya sebab dlm beg ada buah pelam.. :P ms tu akak bg so bawak la g sana.. rupanya china melarang org bawk buah masuk ke dalam negara dia.. so bile bukak beg, mak tunjuk buah yg MAS bg.. dalam k/terbang pihak MAS bg buah sebagai dessert.. so xkantul la pelam tu.. :P

yg ijau tu pelam mesia.. kire ayah la.. yg tgh china punye kire mak die aa.. yg kecik tu ank .. :p

mak beli pelam tgh so dapat free brape biji pelam kecik tu..

ms malam gala nite kat sana, ada Erra Fazira ngan Umie Aida.. cute masa tu tgk diorg ber2..

nnt me continue balik.. :) nitemOrn guys!!

WHI - anak luar nikah

2007-02-21T13:45:00.000+08:00

21/02/2007 1424

Arini kat Wanita HAri Ini cite psal mengandung anak luar nikah.. last week kuar kt paper psal org buang anak dkt ngan flat.. n if i'm not mistake sapa yg buang still xtau..

n bebaru ni ada org buang ank kat dlm longkang,..gile ke pe? mak baby tu a kene tangkp n baby tu selamat..

2ari lepas lk 2org budak meninggal bila mak diorg jerut leher diorg ngan wayar sterika.. reason : suami die ada affair..

mb sebab org pompn ni suke pendam n xde sokongn moral dr sekeliling.. especially dr parents sendiri..

ms tgk WHI ada pemanggil.. die kata die xtau camne die ble mengandung.. nak gelak pn ada.. die ngandung sebulan lebih n still lom bgtau family die.. bf die nk bt/jwb n nak kawen.. then Dr yg dtg WHI bgtau.. die kurg senang ngan jawapn xtau camne ble ngandung...

kalo da tinggal serumah ber2 n wut bende x senonoh jgn la cakap benda yg xmasuk akal.. kalau ALLAH kata 'kun fayakun' mmg jadilah..

nak salahkn ibu bapa seratus peratus pn xble.. zaman skang ni zaman pergi memana pn perlu $.. even skang masuk tandas kedai mamak pn bayar..

bila umur da akil baligh, setiap org mampu fikir mana baik mana buruk.. lu da tau kawan lu teruk jgn aa kawan.. ntahla ek.. me pn takut kalo ada anak nnt camne.. zaman skang nak bela anak mencabar.. tp kalo org lain ble buat.. mampu bela anak dengan baik.. mak ayah kita jaga kite dengn baik, insya-Allah semua boleh..

kekadang mak ayah kita da bg kite pelajaran, didikan agama... skola agama lg.. tp kita yg x pandai pilih kwn.. so kalo kita terjebak wutpe salahkn org lain?

me penah dl kawn ngan org yg minum arak.. isap ganja.. (ms memula kwn xtau pn) tp diorg xde aa ajak.. ada 1 makcik tu tanya kwn me, me bohsia ke? perghh.. bile die cite ngan me.. start ms tu gak me balik xde dtg lg..skang xtau aa camne diorg..

me xtau org lain camne mak ayah diorg jaga.. 4 me.. me alhamdulilah.. me pn harp dpt jaga anak me dengn baik bila ada anak nnt.. masa kecik dl mak pernh kene cili ngan mak.. masatu cakp ba**.. until now me xde cakp.. lgpn xbaik dan xmanis pe cakp bebukan..

mak selalu cakap jgn malukn nama mak ayah.. mudah²an me dapt jaga pesanan mak ayah.. dl me ingat mak xsayang.. ayah keje.. mak pn keje.. tp bila pk balik.. mak ayah keje utk sapa? cari $ utk sapa? utk kita.. besarkn kita.. bg pelajaran kt kita..pk memasak sebelm buatkn mak ayah kita sedih..

me cuma harp pompn yg ada bf yg sosial, pk lah memask.. kita nk suami yg ble bimbing kita bukn yg meroskkan kita.. tp kalo sesapa da terjebak, brundurlah.. Allah maha pengampun..

sesungguhnya yg baik dtg dr Allah dan yg kurang itu dtg dr me sendiri...

Wallah hu alam.. (n_n)

Lelaki (part 1)

2007-02-20T14:26:00.000+08:00

20/02/2007 1512

Name : Lee Jun Ki

N O : 1910

A Charge : Theft

LEE JUN KI was brought a charge of theft against many women's heart

LEE JUN KI is possibly concern bout punishment for stealing women's heart all over the world..

back again!! dis time nk ngomel sket bout laki...

me still kwn ngan X me.. 2 weeks ago die punye gf called me.. ingat nk apa.. rupanya nk tanya bout me n her bf..

she asked whether me still contact ngan bf die ke x.. oleh kern mlm seblm tu bf die da called me, so kene aa tipu sket nk jaga hati gf die punye psal.. senang kata gf die x puas hati sebab bf die ni suke tipu...

honestly me tau die ni suke bohong tp xtau kalo selalu bohong.. bayangkn 4 1 year me knal die dengn nama Farhan then rupanya nama die lain... bout diri die pn berbeza dengan apa yg die cerita ngan me... family me mmg da xsuke die.. sebab suke bohong... me lak jenis percaya.. tu yg kene kelentong je.. :p

bf die cakap ngan budk pompn ni yg me selalu dtg uma die.. nk je bgtau yg die ni kelentong tp malas nk diorg gaduh.. me penah datg umah die pn skali tu pn bday anak sedara die.. ingt lagi kawn abg die cakap "Adik bawak anak cina a"..

semalam bf die merisik kot budk pompn ni.. insya-Allah the end of this year diorg kawen... budak laki ni msg bgtau yg die xkan putus contact ngan me.. ttp kawan ngan me.. ttp sayang me..me ttp dalam hati die.. gile ke pe? lu da nk tunang ble pk camtu...

me cuma ble reply yg hubungn kiteorg cuma kenangan n xde terpk sedetik pn nak berbalik pd die.. dan me xnk ada hubungan pape ngan die..

pompan ni bgtau yg X me suke main nombor.. terkejut gile me.. sepanjang me kwn ngan die 4 2 1/2 years me xtau pn die main nombr.. x terpk ke duit yg dpt tu haram.. ?? mak me mmg pesan jgn cari org yg suke main nombr,org x semayang, kaki pukul n kuat marah.. n mudah²an hubby me xde yg tergolong dalm perangai yg x baik..

apa perasaan korang kalo dpt barg murah tp diberitahu yg barg kita dpt tu mahal.. wpun da kantol tp ttp xngaku barang tu murah.. bengong btol..

ada 1 mamat tu (akauntan)(not bout me tp berlaku around me) die belikn awek die jam.. cant remember brand pe) klo jam mahal air takkn masuk dalm jam.. then 1 ari tu, dlm jam tu ada air..

bila awek tu sound kt die..local ek jam ni.. dengn muke innocent ttp kata jam tu jam mahal.. awek ni da tau jam local cuma nk tau laki ni ngaku je.. bile me sound kt awek ni laki ni kedekut, die kata akauntn mmg camtu...

bg me berjimat cermat ble tp bukn kedekut.. me rs semua perempuan (xmasuk matrealistik) xkish dpt barang murah janji ikhlas sama juga kalo pompn bg laki adiah.. until now laki tu still xngaku kt awek die.. kalo me, me da blah..

lagi satu yg me bingit bila nampk laki yg isap okok depn pompn.. lu kalo nk mati sorang, mati a.. xyah bg penyakit kat awek lu... ampeh btol.. yg pompan pn rela je kene asap okok.. pantang btol me..

isap okok kalo ada $ ok lg ni yg jenis gaji cecukup pn nk isap jugk.. baiklah bg $ tu kat mak ayah lg bagus.. selamat family me xde pn yg isap.. (n_n)v

nnt me ngomel lagi.. nk tgk fantasy couple..

junki oh junki.. :p

yg terase tu sori k..

72th.. (n_~)

2007-02-20T00:55:00.000+08:00

20/02/2007 0138

today ayah's birthday... yg ke 72.. semoga ayah diberkati umur dan di berikan kesihatan yang sihat.. amin...

pejam celik pejam celik.. umur da makin meningkat macm cepat je.. ingat lg masa kecik ikut ayah g masjid... smpai masjid je me tido.. kekadang kene marah lg sebab suke wut bising dalm masjid.. ",

masa kecik2 kalo me tido kat lua bilik ayah angkt masuk bilik.. huhu.. suke ikut ayah g warung ( ayah niaga bfast..) skang ayah x jual lg...

ayah x ble kne pnas sgt.. nnt pitam.. risau kalo ayah sakit+demam.. :(

dl masa me keje, me nanges je kt tpt keje sebab aritu ayah sakit, me risau.. skang ni duk uma, ble tgk ayah... tp kalo ayah demam, mmg risau la... harap² ayah umur panjang..

me tgk org yg xde mak ayah, me tanya dalm hati, camnelah diorg tempuh hidup ni.. camne diorg tabah.. apa² pn me syukur ada ayah mak.. akak.. abang ngan adik...

me harap sesapa yg lupa mak ayah tu, ingatlah. kite buat kat ibu bapa kita, nnt kita da anak, anak kita buat balik kat kita...ayah mak ada satu je dalm dunia.. kalo kita ada mak ayah mertua pn x sama dengan ibu bapa kita sebenar..

okla.. nk Zzzz.. lama x ngomel.. internet rumah ada prob.. so xble aa nk dload cite.. huhu..

ada masa, insya-Allah me taip lg...

oyasumi.. (n_n)v

Syukur.. :)

2007-02-06T21:20:00.000+08:00

Bersyukurlah kepada Allah jika setiap malam tidur anda diganggu bunyi dengkuran suami..
kerana itu bererti dia tidur di rumah, di sebelah anda bukanlah dengan orang lain..

Panjatlah kesyukuran kepada Allah apabila anak gadi anda bersungut semasa membuat kerja-kerja dapur... kerana iu bermaksud dia kini berasa di rumah, bukan berpeleseran dengn kawan-kawan..

Berterimakasihlah kepada Allah apabila melihat bayang-bayang sentiasa mengekori setiap langkah anda.. kerana itu bererti anda masih mempunyai matahari yang manyinari hidup ini..

Panjatlah kesyukuran kepada Allah jika banyak pakaian anda yang sempt.. kerana ini bermakna anda cukup makan.. tidak hidup dalam kedaifan..

Bersyukurlah kepada Allah kerana terpaksa membersihkan lantai, mencuci tingkap serta membuang habuk yang melekat di dinding.. kerna ini bererti and mempunyai rumah unk berteduh..

Berterima kasihlah kepada Alah kerana setiap tahun anda terpaksa membayar cukai pendapatan.. kerana itu memberi erti anda masih mempunyai pekerjaan..

Panjatlah kesyukuran kepada Allah andaikata terpaksa meletakka kenderaan anda jauh d satu sudut.. kerana itu bererti anda mempunyai kenderaan dan masih dikurniakan NYa kundrat untuk berjalan..

Berterimakasihlah kepada Allah apabila diganggu bunyian bising kenderaan yang lalu lalang.. kerana itu bermaksud anda masih mempunyai pendengaran..

Bersyukurlah juga kepada Allah apabila terpaksa mengemas rumah yang berselerak selepas majlis keramaian.. kerana itu bermaksud anda masih dikelilingi sahabat andai..

Bersyukurlah kepada Allah kerana terpaksa membasuh dan menggosok pakaian setiap hari.. kerana itu membawaerti anda masih mmepunyai pakaian untuk dipakai..

Panjatlah kesyukuran kepada Allah setiap kali berasa penat dan letih pada peghujung jari.. kerana in bermakna anda masih berupaya untuk bekerja kuat demi keluarga tercinta..

Bersyukurlah kepada Allah apabila mimpi indah anda pagi ini terantut oleh bunyi bising deringan jam loceng.. kerana ia bererti anda masih bernyawa panjang.. dan sempat lagi untuk mengucapkan kesyukuran di atas segala rahmat dan nikmat yang diberikanNya..
Alhmadulilah.. :)

sumber Mastika Feb 07

Melayu

2007-01-25T17:39:00.000+08:00

Me post puisi oleh Tun Dr Mahathir yang dibaca pada Perhimpunan Agung UMNO
di Pusat Dagangan Dunia Putra (PWTC) pada 23 Jun, 2001.

Puisi "Melayu Mudah Lupa"

Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya dipijak
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya retak

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya teriak
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya haprak
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya kelas dua

Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya hina
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya sengketa
Melayu mudah lupa

Dulu bangsanya derita
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya kerdil
Melayu mudah lupa
Dulu bangsanya terpencil

Melayu mudah lupa
Tiada daulat
Tiada maruah
Tiada bebas
Melayu mudah lupa

Melayu mudah lupa
Melayu mudah lupa
Sejarah bangsanya yang lena
Tanah lahirnya yang merekah berdarah

Ingatlah Ingatlah Ingatlah
Wahai bangsaku
Jangan mudah lupa lagi
Kerana perjuanganmu belum selesai

As always orang Melayu jugak yang ketinggalan zaman. orang Melayu jgk suka bising.. yuran tinggi bising.. xmampu bayar yuran tapi ada pulak duit nk beli rokok! da tau gaji xckup, napa xcari keje sambilan? meniaga burger ke? jualan langsung ke? nak harpkan govt je susah la.. bila x bantu byk songeh lak orang Melayu..

ank xdpt buku teks bising..bila ank dapat buku, bising beg anak berat la.. da nama blaja standart la.. ada kaum lain bising? bila keje rumah byk bising.. bila anak kene rotan masuk paper.. x nafikan ada cikgu² yg kepala bengong dan xnafikan byk jugak pelajar yang kepala terejal!!

bg me, kalo setiap ibu bapa yg ada anak kalau hari² menabung RM1 utk satu anak insya-allah cukup nk byar yura..tu pn kalo xde korek tabung la.. anak ni t/jawab ibu bapa.. selagi belum cukup umur selagi tu la ibu bapa patut bantu..

xnafikan setiap zuriat ada rezkinya..tetapi rezki xdtg bergolek kalau x berusaha.kalo gaji mmg xcukup, keje pn biasa je, ingat bos nak naikkan pangkat/gaji bila staff die dpt anak ke? usaha la..

lagi satu yg me tgk.. bile org Melayu bisnes makanan.. yang dengki dan jahanamkn kedai makanan melayu pn org melayu jugak...Melayu yang kaya raya lak xbyk yg tolong melayu.. kalau semua camni, camnelah Melayu nk naik??

yg lain lak, org yg suke entam govt.. kutuk pemimpin yg mentadbir negara.. kalo korang yg ngutuk tu tere sgt, join politik la.. ingt senang nk jaga negara? jga rakyat² dia yg byk mintak²? jaga family pn susah, mimpila nk mentadbir negara..
me taip sebb ada org yg camni.. ntala.. jdcm spore baru diorg nyesal.. camne org melayu kt sana terpinggir.. camne pembangkang kat sana kene masuk penjara bwh tanah..

setiap org ada perangai masing2.. cam dr mahathir yg lantang bersuara.. dan perbezaan Pak Lah yg lembut berkata².. cuma kita rakyat yg x pandai mentadbir sokonglah govt.. kalo kutuk melampau² baiklah korang berhijrah oversea.. setiap negara perlu pembangkang sebab xde yg sempurna dan mesti ada kekurangan.. inilah perlunya pembangkang..pembangkang ckp apa yg xbetul dan govt betulkn apa yg xbtul..

Melayu jugak suka terlibat dgn rasuah.. alasan gaji xcukup... napa kalau gaji xcukup jd halal ke rasuah tu? xterpk ke bg anak isteri makan $haram? paler letak kt lutut kot? agama kata rezki halal jd berkat.. perasan @ x, org yg main no eko (byk melayu) xde yg kaya.. even ada yg kene 1st prive pn, $tu x akn nampk..

gejala sosial pn byk org melayu.. byk masa sgt kot org kita ni? napa byk yg terlibat? sebab ada ibu bapa yg cari rezki bkn halal tu yg ank² seme da bengong... ank2 pn da tau ibu bapa sibuk bekerja, pttnya tolongla blaja..tgkkan adik.. jaga diri.. senang kata pengaruh rakan pun iya.. diri sendiri la yg ptt kuat iman..

me xkata me prefect tp alhamdulilah.. me dpt menempuh zaman remaja yg xkurang mencabarnya.. senang kata hati la.. kalau kita nk buat paper yg xbaik, ingat ibu bapa.. jgn menconteng arang kedua ibu bapa.. tu kata2 mak yg me pegang sampai skang..

k la lain kali me ngomel2 lg.. yg baik dtg dr Nya dan yg kurang itu datang dari diri me sendiri... ampun salah silap yg teraser kata2 apa yg me taip.. sesungguhnya pintu taubat sentiasa terbuka.. amin.. :)

Perjuangan

2007-01-25T17:11:00.000+08:00

Perjuangan Yang Belum Selesai

Sesungguhnya tidak ada yang lebih menyayatkan

dari melihat bangsaku dijajah

Tidak ada yang lebih menyedihkan dari membiarkan bangsaku dihina

Air mata tiada ertinya

sejarah silam tiada maknanya

sekiranya bangsa tercinta terpinggir

dipersenda dan dilupakan

Bukan kecil langkah wira bangsa

para pejuang kemerdekaan

bagi menegakkan kemuliaan

dan darjat bangsa

selangkah beerti mara

mengharung sejuta dugaan

Biarkan bertatih

asalkan langkah itu yakin dan cermat

bagi memastikan negara

merdeka dan bangsa terpeliharaair mata sengsara

mengiringi setiap langkah bapa-bapa kita

Tugas kita bukan kecil

kerana mengisi kemerdekaan

rupanya lebih sukar dari bermandi

keringat dan darah menuntutnya

Lagi pula apalah ertinya kemerdekaan

kalau bangsaku asyik mengia dan menidakkan,

mengangguk dan membenarkan,

kerana sekalipun bangganya negara

kerana makmur dan mewahnya,bangsaku masih melata

dan meminta-minta di negaranya sendiri

Bukan kecil tugas kita

meneruskan perjuangan kemerdekaan kita

kerana rupanya selain memerdekakan,

mengisi kemerdekaan itu jauh lebih sengsara

Bangsaku bukan kecil hati dan jiwanya

bukankah sejak zaman berzaman

mereka menjadi pelaut, pengembaramalah penakluk terkemuka?

Bukankah mereka sudah mengembangkan sayap,

menjadi pedagang dan peniaga

selain menjadi ulama danilmuan terbilang?

Bukankah bangsaku pernah mengharung

samudera menjajah dunia yang tak dikenal

Bukankah mereka pernah menjadi

wira serantau yang tidak mengenalerti takut dan kematian?

Di manakah silapnya hingga bangsaku

berasa begitu kecil dan rendah diri?

Apakah angkara penjajah?

Lalu bangsaku mulai

melupakan kegemilangan silamdan sejarah gemilang membina empayar

Tugas kita belum selesai rupanya

bagi memartabat dan

memuliakan bangsa

kerana hanya bangsa yang berjayaakan sentiasa dihormati

Rupanya masih jauh dan berliku jalan

kita bukan sekadar memerdeka dan mengisinya

tetapi mengangkat darjat dan kemuliaanbuat selama-lamanya

Hari ini, jalan ini pasti semakin berliku

kerana masa depan belum tentu

menjanjikan syurga

bagi mereka yang lemah dan mudah kecewa

Perjuangan kita belum selesai

kerana hanya yang cekal dan tabah

dapat membina mercu tandabangsanya yang berjaya

Dr. Mahathir MohamadMei 1996

Me post skali puisi oleh Allahyarham Usman Awang

Melayu - Usman Awang

Melayu itu orang yang bijaksana

Nakalnya bersulam jenaka

Budi bahasanya tidak terkira

Kurang ajarnya tetap santun

Jika menipu pun masih bersopan

Bila mengampu bijak beralas tangan.

Melayu itu berani jika bersalah

Kecut takut kerana benar,

Janji simpan di perut

Selalu pecah di mulut,

Biar mati adat

Jangan mati anak.

Melayu di tanah Semenanjung luas maknanya:

Jawa itu Melayu, Bugis itu Melayu

Banjar juga disebut Melayu, Minangkabau memang Melayu,

Keturunan Acheh adalah Melayu,

Jakun dan Sakai asli Melayu,

Arab dan Pakistani,

semua MelayuMamak dan Malbari serap ke Melayu

Malah mua'alaf bertakrif Melayu(Setelah disunat anunya itu)

Dalam sejarahnya

Melayu itu pengembara lautan

Melorongkan jalur sejarah zaman

Begitu luas daerah sempadan

Sayangnya kini segala kehilangan

Melayu itu kaya falsafahnya

Kias kata bidal pusaka

Akar budi bersulamkan daya

Gedung akal laut bicara

Malangnya Melayu itu kuat bersorak

Terlalu ghairah pesta temasya

Sedangkan kampung telah tergadai

Sawah sejalur tinggal sejengkal

tanah sebidang mudah terjual

Meski telah memiliki telaga

Tangan masih memegang tali

Sedang orang mencapai timba.

Berbuahlah pisang tiga kali

Melayu itu masih bermimpi

Walaupun sudah mengenal universiti

Masih berdagang di rumah sendiri.

Berkelahi cara Melayu

Menikam dengan pantun

Menyanggah dengan senyum

Marahnya dengan diam

Merendah bukan menyembah

Meninggi bukan melonjak.

Watak Melayu menolak permusuhan

Setia dan sabar tiada sempadan

Tapi jika marah tak nampak telinga

Musuh dicari ke lubang cacing

Tak dapat tanduk telinga dijinjing

Maruah dan agama dihina jangan

Hebat amuknya tak kenal lawan

Berdamai cara Melayu indah sekali

Silaturrahim hati yang murni

Maaf diungkap senantiasa bersahut

Tangan diulur sentiasa bersambut

Luka pun tidak lagi berparut

Baiknya hati Melayu itu tak terbandingkan

Segala yang ada sanggup diberikan

Sehingga tercipta sebuah kiasan:"Dagang lalu nasi ditanakkan

Suami pulang lapar tak makan

Kera di hutan disusu-susukan

Anak di pangkuan mati kebuluran

"Bagaimanakah Melayu abad dua puluh satu

Masihkan tunduk tersipu-sipu?

Jangan takut melanggar pantang

Jika pantang menghalang kemajuan;

Jangan segan menentang larangan

Jika yakin kepada kebenaran;

Jangan malu mengucapkan keyakinan

Jika percaya kepada keadilan.

Jadilah bangsa yang bijaksana

Memegang tali memegang timba

Memiliki ekonomi mencipta budaya

Menjadi tuan di negara Merdeka "

New Babies

2007-01-24T01:26:00.000+08:00

24/01/2007 (0208)

midnite td mak buyung PRETTY da given birth.. :).. ada 4 eko.. seme lebeh kurang sama warna dia.. hitam kecoklatan..kucing kampung biasa aa.. me x sangka yg PRETTY nk beranak arini.. sebb perut die xde aa besar sgt cam perut PUTIH.. anak die pn nmpk cam kiut miut je.. hehhe... nnt aa me amik pic me post kat blog...

ahad lepas (21/01) mak buyng PUTIH beranak.. dpt 4 eko tp 1anak yg warna putih umur xpanjng..yg tinggal 3eko seme warna itam kecoklatan gak.. anak HITAM kot.. :p.. tp masa PUTIH lahirkan baby me xtgk.. sebab lom bgn.. huuhu.. sian PUTIH xde org teman..

lepas tgk CSI me kua nk tutup gate.. then dgr sayup2 suara kucing..ingat PUTIH bawk kua anak die.. rupanya PRETTY yg beranak.. die beranak kt tepi pintu then me letak dalm kotak.. teman die lahirkn 2 eko lg.. 2jam teman dia.. kelahiran pertama lah katakan :p..

me da masukkan die n anak die dalm sangkar.. harap2 seme anak die umur panjang.. AMIN..

rumah sangkar tu ada 2 sangkar kecik.. so sebelah PUTIH sebelah PRETTY... total kucing kt uma.. 3 betina, 4jantan, 2 kucing kecik (2bulan) n 7 kittens ...

miOOoow. (n_n)v

Sebuah cerita.. tempe..

2007-01-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

dpt cite ni dr email... nice story.. :)

Kisah Penjual Tempe

bagus kisah nih..bacalah.

sesungguhnya tiada kuasa lain yang dapat menandingi kekuasaan Allah swt..amin

Bacalah....moga menjadi iktibar.

Ada sebuah kampung di pedalaman Tanah Jawa. Disitu ada seorang perempuan tua yang sangat kuat beribadat. Pekerjaannya ialah membuat tempe dan menjualnya di pasar setiap hari. Ia merupakan satu-satunya sumber pendapatannya untuk menyara hidup. Tempe yang dijualnya merupakan tempe yang dibuatnya sendiri.

Pada suatu pagi, seperti biasa, ketika beliau sedang bersiap-siap untuk pergi menjual tempenya, tiba tiba dia tersedar tempenya yang diperbuat daripada kacang soya hari itu masih belum menjadi, separuh jadi.Kebiasaannya tempe beliau telah masak sebelum bertolak. Diperiksanya beberapa bungkusan yang lain. Ternyatalah kesemuanya belum masak lagi.Perempuan tua itu berasa amat sedih sebab tempe yang masih belum menjadi pastinya tidak akan laku dan tiadalah rezekinya pada hari itu.

Dalam suasana hatinya yang sedih, dia yang memang kuat beribadah teringat akan firman Allah yang menyatakan bahawa Allah dapat melakukan perkara-perkara ajaib, bahawa bagiNya tiada yang mustahil. Lalu diapunmengangkat kedua tangannya sambil berdoa , "Ya Allah , aku memohon kepadaMu agar kacang soya ini menjadi tempe . Amin"Begitulah doa ringkas yang dipanjatkan dengan sepenuh hatinya. Dia sangat yakin bahawa Allah pasti mengabulkan doanya. Dengan tenang perempuan tua itu menekan-nekan bungkusan bakal tempe dengan hujung jarinya dan dia pun membuka sikit bungkusan itu untuk menyaksikan keajaiban kacang soya itu menjadi tempe .

Namun, dia termenung seketika sebab kacang tu masih tetap kacang soya.Namun dia tidak putus asa, sebaliknya berfikir mungkin doanya kurang jelas didengar oleh Allah. Maka dia pun mengangkat kedua tangannya semula dan berdoa lagi. "Ya Allah, aku tahu bahawa tiada yang mustahil bagiMu. Bantu lah aku supaya hari ini aku dapat menjual tempe kerana inilah mata pencarianku. Aku mohon agar jadikanlah kacang soyaku ini kepada tempe , Amin".Dengan penuh harapan dan debaran dia pun sekali lagi membuka sedikit bungkusan tu. Apakah yang terjadi? Dia termangu dan hairan apabila tempenya masih tetap begitu!!

Sementara itu hari pun semakin meninggi sudah tentu pasar sudah mula didatangi ramai orang. Dia tetap tidak kecewa atas doanya yang belum terkabul. Walaubagaimanapun kerana keyakinannya yg sangat tinggi dia bercadang untuk tetap pergi ke pasar membawa barang jualannya itu. Perempuan tua itu pun berserah pada Tuhan dan meneruskan pemergian ke pasar sambil berdoa dengan harapan apabila sampai di pasar kesemua tempenya akan masak.Dia berfikir mungkin keajaiban Allah akan terjadi semasa perjalanannya ke pasar.

Sebelum keluar dari rumah, dia sempat mengangkat kedua tangannya untuk berdoa. "Ya Allah, aku percaya, Engkau akan mengabulkan doaku. Sementara aku berjalan menuju ke pasar, Engkau kurniakanlah keajaiban ini buatku, jadikanlah tempe ini. Amin". Lalu dia pun berangkat di sepanjang perjalanan dia tetap tidak lupa membaca doa di dalam hatinya. Sesampai sahaja di pasar, segera dia meletakkan barang-barangnya.

Hatinya betul-betul yakin yang tempenya sekarang mesti sudah menjadi. Dengan hati yg berdebar-debar dia pun membuka bakulnya dan menekan-nekan dengan jarinya setiap bungkusan tempe yang ada.Perlahan-lahan dia membuka sedikit daun pembungkusnya dan melihat isinya. Apa yang terjadi? Tempenya masih belum menjadi!! Dia pun kaget seketika lalu menarik nafas dalam-dalam.

Dalam hatinya sudah mula merasa sedikit kecewa dan putus asa kepada Allah kerana doanya tidak dikabulkan. Dia berasakan Tuhan tidak adil. Tuhan tidak kasihan padanya, inilahsatu-satunya punca rezekinya, hasil jualan tempe . Dia akhirnya cuma duduk sahaja tanpa mempamerkan barang jualannya sebab dia berasakan bahawa tiada orang yang akan membeli tempe yang baru separuh menjadi.Sementara itu hari pun semakin petang dan pasar sudah mulai sepi, para pembeli sudah mula kurang.

Dia meninjau-ninjau kawan-kawan sesama penjual tempe, tempe mereka sudah hampir habis. Dia tertunduk lesu seperti tidak sanggup menghadapi kenyataan bahawa hari ini tiada hasil jualan yang boleh dibawa pulang. Namun jauh di sudut hatinya masih menaruh harapan terakhir kepada Allah, pasti Allah akan menolongnya.

Walaupun dia tahu bahawa pada hari itu dia tidak akan dapat pendapatan langsung, namun dia tetap berdoa buat kali terakhir, "Ya Allah,berikanlah penyelesaian terbaik terhadap tempeku yang belum menjadi ini."Tiba-tiba dia dikejutkan dengan teguran seorang wanita. "Maaf ya, saya ingin bertanya, Makcik ada tak menjual tempe yang belum menjadi? Dari tadi saya sudah pusing keliling pasar ini untuk mencarinya tapi masih belum berjumpa lagi." Dia termenung dan terpinga-pinga seketika. Hatinya terkejut sebab sejak berpuluh tahun menjual tempe, tidak pernah seorang pun pelanggannya mencari tempe yang belum menjadi.

Sebelum dia menjawab sapaan wanita di depannya itu, cepat-cepat dia berdoa di dalam hatinya "Ya Allah, saat ini aku tidak mahu tempe ini menjadi lagi. Biarlah tempe ini seperti semula, Amin".Sebelum dia menjawab pertanyaan wanita itu, dia membuka sedikit daun penutup tempenya. Alangkah seronoknya dia, ternyata memang benar tempenya masih belum menjadi! Dia pun ra sa gembira dalam hatinya dan bersyukur pada Allah.

Wanita itu pun memborong habis kesemua tempenya yang belum menjadi itu. Sebelum wanita tu pergi, dia sempat bertanya wanita itu, "Mengapa hendak membeli tempe yang belum jadi?" Wanita itu menerangkan bahawa anakn ya yang kini berada di England teringin makan tempe dari desa. Memandangkan tempe itu akan dikirimkan ke England ,si ibu tadi kenalah membeli tempe yang belum jadi lagi supaya apabila sampai di England nanti akan menjadi tempe yang sempurna. Kalau dikirimkan tempe yang sudah menjadi, nanti di sana tempe itu sudah tidak elok lagi dan rasanya pun kurang sedap.

Perempuan tua itu pun kehairanan dan berfikir rupa-rupanya doanya sudah pun dimakbulkan oleh Tuhan...

Moral:

Pertama: Kita sering memaksakan kehendak kita kepada Tuhan sewaktu berdoa, padahal sebenarnya Tuhan lebih mengetahui apa yang kita perlukan dan apa yang terbaik untuk diri kita.

Kedua: Sentiasalah berdoa dalam menjalani kehidupan seharian kita sebagai hambaNya yang lemah. Jangan sekali-kali berputus asa terhadap apa yang dipinta. Percayalah bahawa Tuhan akan mengabulkan doa kita sesuai dengan rancanganNya yang mungkin di luar jangkaan kita.

Ketiga : Tiada yang mustahil bagi Tuhan

Keempat : Kita sering ingin Allah memenuhi hak kita sedang kita tidak pernah mahu memenuhi hak Allah seperti menjaga SEMBAHYANG 5 WAKTU ,menyegerakan solat, berkata-kata perkara yang berfaedah dan berpesan ke arah kebaikan...oleh itu, hantarlah kepada sahabat yang lain agar kebaikan boleh sama dikongsi. Mudah-mudahan Allah suka dengan apa yang kita buat( ",) ..

AidilAdha & 2006

2006-12-31T19:52:00.000+08:00

31/12/2006 (2028)

Arini bgn cepat sebab nk g smayang raya.. kat uma cuma ada ayah,adik ngan me je.. akak abg ngan mak g desaru ngan aunty with her children ngan atuk.. masjid dlm renovation so takbir x bbrape kuat dgr dr umah.. hopefully masjid tmn saujana cepat siap.. baca kt paper kos renovate 2juta.. dl org tmn saujana x ramai.. skang ni da byk org.. masa dengar takbir teringat ngan atuk ongkok.. dl dengar die takbir... skang da xde.. biasala kadg2 perasaan kita ni mengusik kita.. :)

thn 2006 da nak sampai penghujungnya...kurang dr 4jam.. ada kenangan yg happy dan x kurang gak yg kurang best.. cuma me harap tahun 2007 me dpt apa yg me impikan...

apa azam 2007? tahun 2006 punye azam pn me lupe.. hahha.. apa aa.. cuma me harap me x malu²..percaya@x, me respek org yg jd salesman.. die ble jual barang pd org yg x knal... me cuma harap me ble berdiri sendiri tanpa mengharap pd bantuan org..

me harap me xkuat nanges... :p... n me x terhegeh² nk berkawan ngan sesapa... kdg2 me rasa, me je yg jaga hati org.. n hope next year, i will make sure i think bout myself 1st.. 'member' yg always bz, biarlah.. kawan ketawa mmg ramai, kawan masa sedih? huh.. (selamat ada junki.. hahha. )

well my fren, arini Saddam Hussein digantung.. 4 me yg ptt kene gantung si Bush,Tony blair n da gang.. xmalu masuk campur hal negara org lain... agaknya bila da sakit,baru nk baik kot? cam Ariel Sharon..masa kuat bukan main entam Palestin.. tp bile die masuk ospital,baru die bilang jgn kacau Palestin... (politik la plak.. :) )

semoga tahun 2007 membawa kebahagiaan pada penduduk Malaysia n Islam di seluruh negara.. n tahun 2006 dijadikan teladan..

xde idea tu yg merepek.... kepala da blank.. kene format kot byk sgt cite korea... hahha..

saranghae junki!! (n_~)v

Korean Stuff

2006-12-26T01:05:00.000+08:00

26/12/2006 (0147)

baru abis tgk cite korea delightful girl.. skang ni kua kat 8TV kol 1900..tp x brape best aa sebab da dialih bahasa... makin byk aa koleksi cd me.. tp senang aa x paya nk beli ori @cetak rompak.. kene pandai cari clubbox atau forum yg ble dload...

kebanyakkan cite korea streotype.. couple A+B bercinta tp ada org ke3&4 (C&D)..C suke A..D suke B.. biasa laki org ke3 ni mesti org kaya.. (mostly sgt kaya..:p) gentleman... pompan D lak biasanya kenalan lama pasangan couple B(laki).. A lak biasanya x byk $$.. memule knal A+B mesti gado n last² bercinta.. (byk guna pkataan biasa.. hehhe.. da nama streotype).. always happy ending..

wpun streotype, tapi jln cite diorg x sama... yg pasti mmg best aa.. me pn siap nanges.. huhu.. so far cite paling me suke cite FULLHOUSE la.. me dulu sanggup beli... pk balik, bazir je.. hahha.. skang ni dload je.,. abiskn masa je aa...abiskn cd kosong... abiskn tenaga letrik lg... kaya aa TNB.. :p

jumaat ni abg balik... mb saing ngan akak kot.. then adik pn balik.. tp diorg g desaru kot n mb me x ikut.. lgpn 31 ni Aidiladha.. :) ayah kompem x ikut so me duk uma dok depn pc tgk cite korea lg.. hehhe... no wonder aa pimple me ada, akak nk balik.. hehe...

mudah²an 1ari nnt me dpt g korea.. dl masa minat cite jepun nk g jepun... tp da minat cite korea, nk g korea lak.. hehe.. pakaian tradisi jepun sopan,jalan sopan santun je.. yg korea lak kembang tp ttp sopan.. bab pakaian, me prefer jepun aa...

mn tau jejalan dpt jumpe junki... hahhaa... overdose sundae ice cream kot... :p

sarang hae junki! nitemorn (n_~)v

24 (n_~)

2006-12-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

18/12/2006 (0131)
me da umo 24.. huhu. da tua da..tp yg sebetulnya me lom masuk 24 pn sebab me lahir kol 2335..ikut schedule doc me ptt lahir 8/12 tp ble lewat lak.. mak siap sro doc bg inject bg cepat kua.. sebab mak risau cuti mak nak abis.. huhu.. govt spore xcam kat sini.. biasa aa.. masa mak sakit perut tu mak ingat me xselamat. sebab lama sgt.. tp syukur la.. me sihat.. cute+chubby. hahahha.. (perasan lak pulak pepagi ni... )

ituari mak bilang.. eh hana da nk 24.. dl mak kawen umo 24... cam xcaya je anak mak ni umo da besar.. x cam umo da 24.. family me awet muda kot.. hehhee... cuma me harap pertambahan umo me mematangkn me.. me dpt buat apa yg me cita² kn... wpun me xramai kawan.. (still wonder, y i dun have many friends? huhu... )tp me dikelilingi org yg me sayang.... love them so much...

me harap me dpt kuat menempuh semua dugaan dan cabaran.. xkuat menangis... huhu... masih xcaya me umo da 24.. cam rasa umo 19 je... hahhaa....

junki pn da wish.. (dalam fantasi je aa.. :p )

0311am

baru pas mamam mekdi..acid banje... huhu..makin chubby aa pp me.. thari td mamam pizza..minggu ni je da 2x mamam pizza... malam lak mamam mekdi+aiskrim.. tapau utk adik mekdi... sian die kene mamam byk... siang nnt me ngomel² ngan die sebab die da comel.. malam pujuk die mamam byk... huhu... hrp 1ari nnt die fit balik.. sama ngan acid.. me suke org fit.. nyum nyum nyum... :p... kire cam junki aa.... (n_n)v

k la... kene tdo.. sok nk masak kang bgn lambt... harp nasi ayam hainan me masak sok jd lg.. hehhe..

nitemorn junki!!

Family (n_n)v

2006-12-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

17/12/2006 (2310)
Arini jb ujan dr me bgn pg sampai aa mlm.. ujan baru stop td around 8++ mlm.. kua jejalan pn jap je.. pas anta mak then g mamam pizza+spaghetti+hot choc then balik.. bln ni je da 2x mamam pizza.. ituri delivery...makin chubby aa pp me.. huhu (junki pn da chubby skek :p)

honestly xde idea nk taip apa kat blog.. blank.. (0_0)

x bestnya adik balik u rabu ni... boring aa me.. jd aa anak tunggal g.. :( ituari borak ngan adik ms tgh mengecat.. bilang dia kalo me da kawen, die da kawen mesti xde camni lg.. mesti x mesra camni.. buatnya isteri die kuat jeles.. atau husband me yg kuat jeles ke.. me rapat ngan adik mb sebab umo beza 2 taun je.. x-gf die siap jeles me ngan adik rapat.. selamat aa xde pape lg ngan pompn tu.. ego sgt.. die je nk menang,adik me gak yg beralah..

dl adik me rendah je dr me.. skang ni tinggi.. huhu.. kalo jejalan mesti ingat bf.. kdg² org ingat die tu abg me.. me xde aa rendah sgt about 168.. cuma die paling tinggi dlm family me.. abg pn kalah.. tp yg paling rendah of course la akak me.. hehhe... penah dl jejalan ngan die ms turn bus baru me perasan bj ngan seluar kiteorg sama warna..apa aaa.. ble x perasan lak.. haha.. dl ms kecik² me penah main lari ngan adik pastu bertembung kt pintu bilik sampai patah gigi.. huhu.. dl me garang ngan adik.. percaya atau x me penah sepak die.. :~( bad sister!! how i wish i can turn back at that time... me cuma harap kalo abg akak adik ngan me berumah tangga+ada anak seme still rapat.. jaga ayah mak... love my family so much!!

akak lak beza ngan me 6taun.. me dl degil... kuat melawan ngan akak.. ngan mak.. cuma da besar da matang tu yg xdegil kot.. hehhe... kalo sapa yg xtau umo akak mesti ingat die muda... die kalo ketawa perghh kalah me.. tu kalo die ketawa,kalo die serius, nampak aa ke'tua'an die.. hehhe.. akak stay kt KL.. caya atau x kalo akak balik jb, me mesti tumbuh pimples.. hehe.. last week me tumbuh pimples, me sound ngan akak, akak bilang akak xde nk balik.. then ari senin die call die bilang die ada keje kat spore 1 ari so selasa die balik jb.. huhu. kire kehadiran die tu cam sebum (yg menyebabkn jerawat).. hahhaa... tp papepn me ske die balik... die berani g tpt yg die xpenah pegi tanpa knal sesapa..kire die jenis berdikari..memang respek ngan perangai die..tp tu la keistimewaan die.. me harap die jumpe lelaki yg btol² jaga die..gentleman.....

abg lak ngan me beza 5 taun je.. kenangan yg me xble lupe until now ms tu me darjah 1(7taun) abg me darjah 6(12taun) skola rendah sama tpt.. ms tu rehat me tgh main lari² ngan member,me t'nampak abg,me dtg kt abg,abg suapkn me... (manjanya ms tu.. :p how i wish i can turn back at that time.. ) me teringat ms tu nak kua dating,me salam abg (aritu abg nk balik kl) abg cakap ngan bf (acid) jaga hana bebaik.. caya atau x.. me dalam keta me menangis.. dunno y.. sebb me ngan abg x rapat cam me rapat ngan adik, abg rapat ngan cousins me (xtau la kalo perasaan me je.. ) tp me tau die memang amik berat psal family cuma mb setiap org lain camne tindakan masing²..

untungnya me dalam family ni.. me ada akak.. ada abg.. ada adik laki.. cuma me xde adik pompn je.. hehe... susunan adik beradik org bilang selang bunga.. pompn laki pompn laki... untung ada adik beradik laki ble sro btulkn pape.. ble sro panjat ke.. huhu... akak lak... ble solek² (skang da malas nk solek).. ble pintalkan ambut.. :p dl seme kecik² skang bila da besar, uma yg agak besar pn cam da kecik je.. hhehhe.. cam ramai je adik beradik.. papepun me suke seme balik.. x cam ank tungga la.. :p... muacss love u all..

10 minutes to go.. (n_n)v

my dad umo da 71.. da veteran tp muke cam awet mude.. lg slim dr me.. hehe.. size die pn lg kecik dr me.. huhu... kire dlm uma ni ayah paling slim aa... tp tinggi lebih kurang ngan me.. me ms kecik² masa tido ayah suke usap ambut me... (uwaaaaaaaa... bestnya..) bile me tido kat dpn tv ayah nagkat masuk bilik.. huhu.. me dulu suke ikut ayah... ayah niaga warung me tolong tolak keta tolak ayah...(dalm tu ada makanan sarapn pagi utk jual..) penah me kecik me duduk dlm keta tolak, ayah parking kt tepi jalan, sebab ayah tnmpak burung wak², ayah x jauh dr me,alih² keta tolak ble jalan lak.. keta tolak masuk longkang skek.. huhu.. abis bj me kene kuah roti canai ayah.. selamat uma dekat.. hehhe... me ada ingat masa kecik tu ayah ada ajar me cakap... BESAR.. BESAR... me cakap BETA.. BETA..ayh cakap PISANG PISANG..me cakap pitang pitang.. hehhe... ape a..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME (n_n)v

thn ni me penah keje kt season..ada satu hari tu ayh demam.. me dtg keje me risau je.. in case anything happen to him.. sebab ayh ada sakit jantung..me wut keje me ble nanges je.. mata pn merah je.. huhu... so skang ni me duk uma.. insya-allah awal tahun 2007 ni me ada plan, wish me da best... :) cuma me harap ayah sihat walafiat dan me me ble jaga ayah mak...

mak lak..mak umo 56..beza ngan ayah 15taun.. me rapat ngan mak... me selalu cite ngan mak... psal member.. psal bf.. psal keje... bende sedih.. suke.. sume cite ngan mak.. dl me garang tp da lelama mak xde garang sgt pn.. marah tu biasa aa.. kalo bebel tu normal aa.. pompn.. hehe... mak keje govt spore da lama.. harap² after adik me abis study, mak x keje.. mak ada keje sampingan.. tupperware+avon+IGG... mak memang jenis slumber.. caya atau x.. org yg baru mak jumpe pn mak ble jual barang... hehe... sebab tu me respek ngan org yg jd salesman tu.. sebab kalo me jual, kompem xlaku... huhu... dl me penah masuk skola asrama..bukan jauh pn..kt jb gak.. kire 30mnt dr uma... me duk dalam asrama 2bln je.. xtahan.. hahha... isnin-jumaat skola.. sabtu mak ayah datang. ahad balik uma jap.. hahhaa... teruk btol.. bile ahad malam, me slalu kire isnin-jumaat (esok,usa,langkau.tubin.. lupe lg apa.. ) camtu skali... mak penah jatuh then kene simen kaki skek..tp ble driving aa.. sanggup layan kerenah me.. (wut a lovely mum.. muacss.. ) mak selalu pesan kalo wut pape sungguh².. kalo nk blaja g blaja.. blaja btol².. kalo nk wut bisnes pn btol².. mak jenis x suke pinjam... mak bilang kalo mak mampu byr,mak byr.. mak x suke berhutang.. mak suke bayar cash.. mak xsuke kad kredit.. me nye study pn byr.. mak kata PTPTN untuk org yg btol perlukn.... tp bile me blaja, org yg mak bapak ada duit byk pn nk pinjam... apa punye org la.. :(

me lak... me ni.. kuat nanges.. pastu xble jauh dr mak ayah.. sebab tu me xble cari bf jauh2. hehhe.. kalo org xknal me, mesti ingt me chinese sebab mak chinese tp nenek ngan arwah atuk yg jaga.. me dl minat sgt akaun ngan math.. abis spm(v) me blaja akaun until dip.. result ok.. 3++pointer... keje akaun jap then me blaja masak lak... huhu.. sebab me minat sgt tgk kek.. nak sgt design kek.. tp until now kek yg me wut seme x lawa... hahha... tgn xde seni kot. :p.. me cuma harap me dpt jaga mak ayah sampai akhir hayat me.. bile me ada famiy pn me akan jaga diorg... kalo x kerana diorg me xde..

arwah atuk meninggal 10taun lepas..31/10/1996.. atuk meninggal ari selasa.. masa ari senin atuk banje adik beradik me kt lua..then bile singgah kt uma atuk me rasa berat ati je.. pg ayah kejut me ajak g ospital rupanya atuk me da kene masuk icu... tghari pas zuhur astuk meninggal..until now me rasa peritnya.. :(.. masih rasa sedih wpun bukn atuk sebenar me.. tp die jaga mak me sampai berjaya.. alfatihah.. semoga atuk dtempatkn dengn org g beriman... nenek me, me panggil atuk endang (sebab die pakai selendang.. atuk laki me panggil atuk ongkok sebab pakai songkok.. )skang me panggil atuk endang atuk je... atuk me skang stay kat uma dkt ngan uma me.. so ari² me anta lauk.. wpun byk peel org tua ni.. die ttp ada jasa ngn mak me... ngan family me..

love u guys so much!! nothing can compare ur love to me.. mudah²an semua diberkati Allah.. amin... :)

Huwanghh.. :O

2006-12-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

10.12.2006 (2344)

brape arini ada keje baru.. jg tukang ngecat kat uma sewa atuk... dr tido comelkn pp, me ngn adik pn ngecat.. so far okla.. cuma da xble tido ptg.. huhu... mb dlm 3 ari g settle kot sebb nak cat siling leceh.. sakit pale nk dongak je..

pas siap uma sewa, mak sro cat uma atok lak.. xtau aa brape lama siap.. huhu... adik pn nk abis cuti. tp xpe, ms raya kang abg blk, so ble guna talian hayat.. huhu.. :p

brape arini ni napa nta kuat makan... thari da mkn, ptg lapo balik... da makan malam lapo lg,, huhu.. adik yg laki x lapo lg me da lapo.. mana aa x chubby pp me... bie nk diet, teringat k kat pale ni. asma rojak la.. yong tau fu la... aiskrim a.. coklet lg... (tunggu dpt makanan cam dlm pic baru me x makn kot, sayang oooii.. junki!! (n_~) )

td ptg tgk cite cicakman.. camne ble x perasan me amik seat 3rd dpn... tepi lak tu... me ingat seat blakang.. excited sgt nk tgk cicakman kot.. huhu... (xpun virus junki kuat sgt.. hehhhe :p)

memula nk tgk kat itysquare tp jalan jammed kat banda, mb sebab ada pc fair so me tgk kat leisure mall... mmg ramai gile g tgk.. siap budak2 pn ada.. cuti skola la katakn...

okla jalan cite die... yg pasti ada sequel die... bg me, me prefer cite cinta dr cicakman... dunno y.. biasa aa citarasa setiap org x sama... (n_n)v

ayat yg bg me klaka :

ac : haus?

fasha : haus..

ac : haus...air liur..mulut..penuh.. telan..

lebih kurg aa ayat die... gelak gile bapak org kat seat tgh.. huhu...

orange twins g sorang adlin (bisu).. si ac lak suke kumpol setem... abis surat prof klon die rembat.. prof klon lak suara die lantang sgt.. bg me cam over lak..

satu pembaharuan utk cite buatan malaysia...

me x dpt kire btol2 logo cicakman... kan best dpt kembara... huhu...

junki da panggil tido.. hehhe... byk imiginasi btol.. :p

sarang hae junki....

7 days more to go! (n_n)v

Celoteh..

2006-12-05T00:41:00.000+08:00

1239am...

arini xtau napa penat sgt..semalm tido lambt kot tu yg arini lepak.. then malam g giant lg..selamat aa x ramai org.. da memalam camni baru aa nk ngdap pc.. apehal nta x dapt dload MV junki.. tension tul.. hopefully me dpt dload MV tu nnt.. (n_n)v tp yg pasti me dpt dload lagu junki.. huhu... finally.. b4 this cuma ada video flv je.. junki punye psal, me redha.. hahhaa...

apa ek nk bebel..

erm.. teringat psal cinta lak.. hehe.. apa yg korang phm psal cinta? apa beza cinta VS suka VS sayang?bg me,cinta pada ALLAH,Rasul,Nabi.. cinta pada si dia.. sayang pada family.. suka pada rakan2.. hehe.. teruk tol definisi.. :p.. me xpandai terangkn sebab me bukn jenis pandai susun ayat,tp yg pasti suke org cakap yg 'sedap' didengar.. (n_n)v

You know when u have fOund yOur prince / princess, because U nOt Only have a smile On ur face but in ur heart as well

cinta byk cinta.. cinta monyet me penah lalui.. masa form2 da menyulm kasih..hhaha...psal komik SinChan aka Dik Cerdas kiteorg kawn..tp x lama biasa aa budk skola..mn nta dia... kalo jumpe nta knal lg ke x? xtau napa kiteorg xbertegur sapa..masih cute ke die?huhu.. rindu lak ngan nik.. jgn jealous junki, me ttp setia ngan.. hehehe :P

tp yg pasti cinta x menjanjikan kebahagian... cinta x semstinya bersatu..apa yg kita rancangkn xsmestinya berjalan dengan lancar tanpa izinNya..tp jgn sampai takut utk jatuh cinta.. jgn takut untuk rasa sakit..kecewa..bila kita jumpe org yg kita suke,try to approach..buangkn ego anda.. sedia ambil risiko.. ditakdirkn org yg kita sayang menjadi kepunyaan org lain,doakn kebahagian si dia..

ada org prinsip relationship x ble jd friendship..but 4 me,jika masa kita berkwn kita break ngan dia,napa mesti kita puts kawn? kita xtau akan datang camne,mn tau mmg jodoh kita utk bersama.. tp me xgalakkan yg da kawen la.. hehe.. kang ada lak yg flirt..:p me kawn putus cara baik so kalo diorg nk kawn, kwn la..kalo xnk, wutpe terhegeh²...

papepun kalo jumpe si dia yg memikat, jagalah diri dia bebaik.. ambil restu ibu bapa.. kalo sikap die 'kureng' try tegur..tapi kalo mmg jenis lemau sangat, suke ati la kalo sanggup hidup bersama ngan dia.. just wish u guys luck... wish kat junki gak...(n_n)v

dl me ada list yg me nk ada pd laki tu...

1. chinese look (junki ada .. :p)

2.left handed (ahh.. junki rite la.. )

3. using watch on rite hand (not sure junki seblh mn.. (n_~)

4. romantic+gentlemn (yes..he is)

5. humorist (yups..)

6. nice to see (o yeah!! junki sooooo nice to see... :p tgk je pic junki tido pn x jd nk tido..hahhaa)

xingt lg aa apa lg yg me nk.. tp biasa aa.. xde yg penuh.. nobody is perfect.. huhu...

masa tido time... junki da tido.. me pn kene tido.. huhu..

saranghae junki (n_n)v

13days more to go!!

Nitemorn...

2006-12-04T01:53:00.000+08:00

02.39am...
ms utk tido!! da pagi masih ngdp pc.. tgh excited sebab da reti camne nk wut blog.. haha... biasa aa.. da jd house daughter ni byk masa free.. sblm ni free gak tapi tgk cite korea.. dload cite korea lg.. so malas n xde masa nk blaja..
nk tido mata ni bengkak.. td nanges sebab tgk cite CINTA.. pastu nanges sebab ada hal yg membuatkn me nanges... hopefully semenye berjalan lancar...
tgk muke junki ni teringat dl me ske Jonathan Gregory Brandis.. pelakon Sea Quest.. da brape taun org tu da xde baru me tau die mati sebab bunuh diri.. agaknya tension ngan kerjaya+alkohol.. da le die tu ank tunggal.. sian mak ayah die.. well, org berpkran singkat mmg camtu.. tp yg pasti lakonan die mmg best.. n die mmg cute!! hensem.. kalo die idup lg, umo die da 30 taun.. mb da kawen n ada anak yg cute muke cam die.. die pilih jalan camtu yg sedih pemint² die... harap² junki x camtu.. n i'm sure he'll not take any actions which will make his fans sad...
muacss kat junki... sarang hae junki!! (n_n)v
syhhh....

Only u..

2006-12-04T01:31:00.000+08:00

finally me reti camne nk insert video hasil pertanyaan..video ni me rembat dr u-tube..oleh krn byk sgt virus junki so video ni pn byk pic junki.. yg x minat tu lantak aa.. me ske.. huhu... u dont like? get lost.. foot lose.. berambuss... hehhe.. kasar tol ank dara ni...
well seme.. enjoy k...
i cant smile without you junki!! muacss... (n_n)v

C.I.N.T.A

2006-12-04T01:17:00.000+08:00

cite ni start kt cinema 30/11... dengr kata cite ni filem terbaik utk tahun 2006 bg filem tempatan...

jap lg nk tgk... xtau aa sempat ke x amik tiket.. da wut reservation.. kene datang 40mins lebih awal.. harap² sempat,kalo x kene aa wut reservation lg...

da tgk nnt, me komen psal cite ni...nak bersiap...

cinta.. here i come!! huhu...

junki... wait 4 me ha... (n_~)

part 2

xsempt tgk kol 1425, so tgk kol 1640.. not bad cite die.. siap nanges.. hehe.. slamat da sediakn tisu..:p..

ungkapn yg xble lupe..

isteri bukannya hak milik kita tapi anugerah...

kalo kite btol² nak mesti ada cara..

love means letting it go

5 cerita dalm 1 filem..

1. Rahim Razali VS Fatimah.. kisah cikgu elias yg pelupa akhirnya membuahkn rasa cinta dlm hati Rubi dan akhirnya mereka bersama bila makcik Rubi jaga cikgu elias..

2. Fasha Sandha VS Eizlan Yusof (arghh Eizlan Yusof dah comel :p) Azlan(kot nama watak die) seorg pengarang magazine yg jatuh cinta dengan Azura seorg cashier di kedai buku.. ego Azlan yg bgnya cinta hanya die dan aku yg tahu,xperlu dunia tahu membuatkn die hampir kehilangn Azura..lamaran Azlan dalm tren mencairkn hati Azura dan akhirnya mereka bersama...

(Wah besar cincin tu.. xpe..anak xnak..makcik kat umah ada anak gadis..)

lawak tol makcik dlm tren tu... (n_n)v

3. Que VS Nanu.. Akak yg keje kat syrikt magazine...Que yg ada degree tp mencari rezki dgn melukis di kaki lima menyebabkn konflik dengn akak yg xsuke adiknya memilih jaln tersebut..short story:kasih sayang seorg akak yg mendermakn sebahagian hatinya pd adik...kompilasi operation tu menyebabkn akak meninggal dunia..

4. Rashidi VS Rita husband yg setia ngan isteri.. romantik..gentleman (is there anyone like him in this area?hehhe.. )tp akhirnya isteri cinta beralih arah..

Saya syg abg sebagai seorg abang... ada lg isteri yg x reti bersyukur.. :( da ada anak.. ble cakap cam2.. tp last2 Rashidi wink kat Vanidah(watk dalam cite ni isteri die sendiri..)

5. Amani VS Pierre (wink kat pierre :p dont b jealous junki..i will always 4 u.. ahhaha) Amani yg datang ke kl dr jb mencari kekasihnya Khalif.. kejadian beg di ragut mmbolehkn perkenaln dengn pierre..akhirnya Amani terjumpa khalif yg sedang berfoya ngan pompn lain...short story Amani akhirnya jd milik pierre.. (kalo kita bbetul nak,mesti ada cara) i like that... (n_n)

kire cita ni ok... not so bad.. i like that.. mb kalo kua dvd me beli...part me nanges masa lagu Kaulah segalanya nyanyian Hazrul(lupe nm die..made from singapore.. :p) ms rashidi bg rita kotak dalam tu ada gamba2 dan kata2... uwaaaaaaaaaaaa...

tp yg pasti harini mmg byk nanges... i dunno whether i already found my soul mate or not? sama ada penah jumpa..belum jumpa.. terlepas jumpa.. terlepas pandang.. xperasan... yg pasti jodoh dalam tangan Allah.. kalo die mmg untukku, kau rapatkn.. kalo tidak kau jauhkanlah dia drku.. amin...

finally... esok mesti mata sembab.. td byk nanges.. :~( wish junki here..ble tolong wipekn... hehe...

nite² junki... sarang hae junki! (n_~)

Happy Ever After (n_n)v

2006-12-04T01:15:00.000+08:00

disember...

bulan cuti skola berderet couple yg nk kawen.. mungkin da sampai jodoh.. mungkin da sampai seru... mungkin da cukup $$ (mak bapak tolong seponserkn skali :p)..

my classmate ms skola nk kawen.. terkejut ms die datang uma kasi kad.. dan terkejut lagi die kawen ngan pasangan yg die bercinta ms skola dr form3.. kire da 9taun couple.. xtau la on off ke x.. tp kalo da jodoh... wish them happy 4 ever...

tertanya ngan member ni bout my x bf ms skola.. rupanya die pn da kawen cuma die xde jemput bebudak.. x cukup budget kawen kt kg kot? huh... papepn ttp doakn die bahagia ngn isteri die...

memalam dgr lagu... Oh Mama Saya Mahu Kawen.. hahha...

sarang hae junki! muacss... (n_~)

Without you (n_~)

2006-12-04T01:08:00.000+08:00

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

my head already been infected by junki's virus... i wonder whether there r antivirus junki? hehhe.... sarang hae junki!! (n_n)v

At Last

2006-12-04T01:02:00.000+08:00

finally....me da reti insert picture (kene guna mozilla)... huhu

nnt nk try insert video..i wonder bole ke x?maklumlah kindergarten lg so byk aa nk kene ngeja.. hehhe..

nnt me try insert lagu junki..lagu yg best d+ lg junki yg nyanyi... wpun die bkan penyanyi tp suara die best... kalo da suke seme best a.. hehhe... sarang hae junki.. (n_n)v

14days more to go.... tut tut tut

1st.. (^_^)v

2006-12-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

buzz..
dudk dpn pc ni xtau nk wutpe baru terperasn yg me xpenah wut blog? huhu.. (n_~)
junki baru bgn tido tu yg me baru terbangun nk wut blog... hehe...
ari sabtu sesiang ni xde cite best.. yg ada pun industan.. so schedule yg me slalu buat dload cite korea.. jap lg adik balik uma(bebudk U kn tgh cuti) so kene dload cecepat nnt die nk dload anime,me kene beralah... good sis! (n_n)v